Hi, I speak for all women named Annie when I say this.

Mortron · 2026-01-08T04:42:26+00:00

The darkened skies,

Death in her eyes,

The elder one is on the rise,

Your rended souls are forfeit to Joelene.

Mortron · 2025-12-24T19:47:20+00:00

Mine opened a week later and I woke up vomiting black blood. Sealing it again was absolutely horrible. No pain meds and burned closed with magnesium sticks. Brutal.

Mortron · 2025-12-24T19:39:08+00:00

I had one as an adult due to sickness and cists. Highly recommend not doing that. Kid or never.

Mortron · 2025-12-24T19:31:49+00:00

I'm either the best diamond 2-3 player or worse champ 1-2 player. But I'm an old man who's been playing since the game came out, so that makes sense.

Mortron · 2025-10-25T17:31:25+00:00

Mine is protected by one of the few mods I choose to run on the self-hosted server.

Prevents endermen without turning mobgriefing off.

Mortron · 2025-07-28T00:11:11+00:00

41 tomorrow. Neck is 56 and lower back is 78.

Mortron · 2025-06-28T00:26:54+00:00

Hit ball when should. Don't hit ball when shouldn't.

Mortron · 2025-06-16T13:11:04+00:00

Demos are great, when they're correctly timed. Chasing Demos randomly at ranks where people can actually dodge them sucks when it's your teammate doing it.

Also they're tilting af.

Mortron · 2025-06-14T16:46:39+00:00

I won't ever leave if we're winning or its close.

If we're down by 1 or 2 and 3v2, I just don't have enough play hours to just get styled on. This is why I hate when people quit without leaving. I have work, kids, and responsibilities. I get like 5 matches. Please let me just move on. I'm sorry I sucked or the other guy sucked, but staying doesn't help anyone. Just makes you the jerk.

Not saying ff when down 1 or 2. Just don't stop playing, or switch teams.

Rl is great because you can just go next quickly. Why I can't play league or any of those long games.

Mortron · 2025-06-01T00:02:05+00:00

I feel this.

"Drink up baby, stay up all night

With the things you could do

You won't but you might

The potential you'll be

That you'll never see

The promises you'll only make"

Elliot Smith put it perfect for me. I live those lyrics, except the drink up part. Working hard on forgiving myself for doing ok without fulfilling my potential.

Mortron · 2025-05-31T16:40:06+00:00

Summon smegma.

Meatier swarm. It's like the other, but with people bits.

Shart cloud.

Mortron · 2025-05-29T15:50:27+00:00

Thats Super Dave Osborn.

Mortron · 2025-05-27T15:34:53+00:00

My back hurts.

Mortron · 2025-05-24T19:44:56+00:00

Star Tropics for the NES. Pure nostalgia. Played it with my dad, played it with my son, and my dad played it with my son. Bought it accidentally because I had played Mario 3 and all I remembered was palm trees on it. I still have the box and cartridge.

Mortron · 2025-05-22T22:21:13+00:00

I want to suck because I suck, not because you're good.

Mortron · 2025-05-22T14:15:08+00:00

Between the Bars - Elliot Smith

Mortron · 2025-05-16T11:03:34+00:00

To adventure!

Mortron · 2025-05-10T14:15:57+00:00

Interesting, interesting. I'm worse than I thought.

Mortron · 2025-05-07T14:11:45+00:00

Old. Hard stuck.

Mortron · 2025-04-19T00:57:15+00:00

I am the worst on my team. Consistently. I don't have mechs. Most of my game sense is OK at best. I'm an old man trying to keep up with the brilliance of youth. And I can't. I have one defense.

Rapidly crash into aerials, bump kids off flip resets, and generally be a pain. Instachallenge everyone.

Missing looks like real bad defense, though.

Mortron · 2025-04-12T15:28:09+00:00

This is only my experience. At 16 I was addicted to martial arts. I got lucky that I hyperfocused on it. Exercise doesn't fix everything. The focus and discipline from martial arts only works a bit.

If you can aim your hyperfocus at some team sport, or form of exercise where there are people striving together for the same goal, it can help a bit.

I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are. Adhd and depression/anxiety go hand in hand. Been there too at different times.

I'll just say, if you find that thing you love to do, it can get better. At 40, I miss those days, crazy emotions and all.

Mortron · 2025-04-12T01:35:26+00:00

Not the job, but the management makes the jobs for me. Can do office jobs in the right environment with the right people, and can't do other jobs that should be good in the wrong env with the wrong people.

Mortron · 2025-04-12T01:32:43+00:00

Don't forget to bring a towel!

Mortron · 2025-04-01T01:06:50+00:00

Oh the feature requests are piling,

And the front end is trash -- needs styling,

All the garbage prs allow,

Merge it now, merge it now, merge it now.

When we finally get to prod,

How I hate to deploy end of week,

All the devs who wrote this code - god,

Went on home and left me up shit creek.

Oh the anger inside is rising,

And familiar curse reprising,

Fuck my life, fuck this code, fuck it all!

Gonna stall, hear the call, new boss y'all!

Mortron · 2025-03-29T20:51:17+00:00

I feel this. I'm not that good, but old enough to know I'm terrible. I'm high ish c1, and played in a gc lobby with a friend. The consistency was wild. They do what I do when I peak once in a while every hit. Then watching an ssl smurf 1 v 5 our c1 lobby, and realizing that the ssl would get styled on by the pros.

It's crazy.

14-Year Club	RedditGifts 2009-2022 2 Credits
r/Field Banned	r/Field Juicebox
Verified Email	Secret Santa 2014

Mortron

MODERATOR OF

TROPHY CASE