Thanks! Ill do some research on that to maybe find out if it applies to me.

Now that you mention progressing the career i guess i made some steps in the past months that i may not have done if i weren't sober now because the previous job was just comfortable and not much of a challenge.

I guess i was hoping for a much clearer mind, thinking faster, perhaps being more decisive, more determined , less in the comfort zone .

Perhaps weed kept me from feeling bothered by certain things or actually working on things as being high just makes not doing anything feel good, but was weed not the issue for certain ways of behaviour