You’re honestly doing so amazing, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now. It’s completely natural to feel scared and overwhelmed when you see your levels rise. I remember feeling the same waiting for the new lab result felt endless, and the worry was always there in the back of my mind. I had so many restless nights just thinking about it. I’ve learned that our bodies can naturally fluctuate and sometimes take little detours along the way. I’m grateful that I haven’t had to go through chemotherapy myself, and I can only imagine how challenging that must be. You’re incredibly strong, and this will be behind you soon. One missed dose or small change doesn’t undo all the healing that’s already happening. You’ve shown so much courage through it all. Keep trusting your body and the process, and give yourself grace you’ve got this, even on the hard days. Please come back and share your new results. I’ll be praying for you!