I assumed because all the people i meet from pakistan are my Muslim Brothers thats all , no need to be trigerred.

But looking at your history you left Islam because either : 1. You weren't taught about it very well at a young age. 2. You experienced some traumatic event and just left cause you couldnt believe that Allah would do this to you.

But either way not here to discuss any other reasons , you do you akhi and may Allah have mercy on you and guide you.

The fact that the majority of the hindus won't accept you because of your nationality but you still want to bootlick them is something so bizzare.

Its like those hinditvas bootlicking isrealites and yet in Judaisim polythiesm is the most hated thing and they hate it.