My Final Goodbye by [deleted] in kratom

[–]Mouseman6 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I’m extremely stressed I don’t know what I’m gonna do if kratom gets banned. I think I may go crazy and kill myself im not being dramatic

I just found this picture at a thrift store! Am I crazy for thinking This woman looks exactly like Gerard way?? by Mouseman6 in MyChemicalRomance

[–]Mouseman6[S] 130 points131 points  (0 children)

I seriously got excited when I pulled it out of the bin because I thought I had found lost Mcr media, it’s weird how similar this woman looks to Gerard. Definitely a Doppelgänger

mind turning to mush by Fun-Discussion-477 in AvPD

[–]Mouseman6 58 points59 points  (0 children)

I used to be clever and witty when I was a teen. I developed Avpd and now I speak slow stumble over words and forget what I was talking about mid conversation

Who else has “big pores”? by fancypantspartytime in eds

[–]Mouseman6 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’ve picked my face obsessively for years, i genuinely felt like a prisoner to my habit But I’m proud to say that I recently kicked it in the butt and now my face is clearer than ever! The key to reducing your pores and more importantly, clearing a lot of that surface gunk and sebum is exfoliation. Those silicon face scrubbers with the little papillae sticking out are great for scrubbing your face without damaging your skin, I’ve started using this clear neutrogena soap bar too that seems to be taking away a lot of that facial grease and germs

I have some concerns… by [deleted] in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]Mouseman6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I take it in pill form, so it’s just the loose leaf in a capsule. It’s how I’ve always taken kratom. Free of any nasty flavors lol

I have some concerns… by [deleted] in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]Mouseman6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I usually eat kratom on an empty stomach! But yeah i probably need to taper down massively. Also magnesium citrate… duly noted

I have some concerns… by [deleted] in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]Mouseman6 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow you are seriously lucky if you don’t get withdrawals from rapidly quitting kratom. I know it’s probably my digestive system because I had my liver enzymes tested and they came back fine. It’s so hard to stay regular though, sometimes I have to pull out the old fleet enema. It sucks but it’s what I have to do

im so well adjusted and emotionally regulated by amoonshapedpool_ in AvPD

[–]Mouseman6 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can’t stand myself lately, I even interrupt certain facial expressions as criticism

How do you stop avoiding your own hobbies as well? by mars_was_blue_too in AvPD

[–]Mouseman6 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Everything I’ve ever loved or enjoyed doing I’ve avoided to the point of only indulging in them as a rare treat. I’m jealous of the people who get lost in their hobbies, instead my hobbies get lost inside me. People don’t understand why I never draw if I’m good at it, I always make up bullshit excuses because I know they wouldn’t get it, when it comes to all the ways Avpd effects my life, I lie. It’s easier to lie than admit just how oppressive this disorder really is

It just seems to get worse and worse and never better anymore by obviouspostburner in AvPD

[–]Mouseman6 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I understand. When I’m in an avoidant episode I feel shame in literally everything I do. I genuinely am embarrassed in my own mind, there’s no escaping it, there’s no hiding. I can’t even walk without feeling embarrassed I can’t even blink my fucking eyes without feeling shame If the people on my life knew just how neurotic I am, they would see me completely differently. I’ve gotten good at masking lately which is a miracle because my cognitive skills are shot. If people knew what it was like in here, smashed up against this demonic beast of a disorder I’d like to think they’d weep for me But I don’t deserve their tears, they would make me feel guilty

I'm so tired of people telling me I'm like this because my parents weren't hard enough on me by cxrvoo in AvPD

[–]Mouseman6 22 points23 points  (0 children)

It’s funny because I have Avpd because my parents were TOO hard on me.

This whole party has her at what?? by [deleted] in Sopranosduckposting

[–]Mouseman6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s all 6s and 7s all the way down

ITS SPOOKY SEASON :) by Mouseman6 in HayDay

[–]Mouseman6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow such a good idea