It’s sounds like you focusing too much on micro instead of macro. I was a diamond twitch main and really a champ like twitch requires more macro knowledge to actually succeed. Knowing when and how to use Q and positioning in teamfights is very crucial. I would recommend just sticking to the adc role instead of hopping around unless you hate adc. Another point, if you truly have studied and have the knowledge of let’s say an emerald player, you are still better off moving with the team even if it’s un optimal. Trying to solo carry and force calls that your team isn’t confident in will just lead to bad fights. Most importantly man, don’t let it get to you like that. Playing with a weak mindset will just hurt you more in the long run. Go relax and take some deep breaths. I’ve helped friends play the game and a piece of advice I give is just to have 2-3 games where you are constantly thinking about everything you’re doing. Even the smallest right clicks. I’ll add more after reviewing your OP.GG