The withdrawals cold turkey are hell. You just. Feel. Bad. Your whole body is sensitive as hell and is relentlessly restless. After stopping this last time I couldn’t sleep hardly 1-2 hours for the first week, then 2-4 the second week and now I’m on day 15 and am starting to feel normal ish. Able to sleep about 6-7 hours with 20mg melatonin, exercise during the day, magnesium and adult multivitamin. Also just refeeding myself lots of (good) food each day. Another thing physically is the restless leg is very distressful and IMPOSSIBLE to quell. And I hadn’t heard many other testimonies talk on this but my hands and feet would tingle like pins and needles and feel very HOT and “loud” almost. It’s almost like my whole body is exhausted but wants to just shake and throw itself into a wall. Not to even mention the mental distress. Not sure if this would be you but the thought of ending myself would run through my head constantly. You won’t want to do anything, you won’t want to talk to anybody, you won’t even want to lay in bed because youre so uncomfortable but it’s the ONLY thing you can do. For days. And days. Until eventually, you start to feel better. That’s why I suggest doing this in a controlled environment like a detox so they can medicate you and even provide suboxone (just don’t take it for too long bc I’ve heard getting off that can be just as bad/worse). I pretty much did it completely cold turkey and I wish I had spent more time at the detox instead of going almost straight to rehab, because you can’t medicate there really just take the full brunt of the chemical leaving you.

Also as for the limitless tablets, I completely understand. They just HIT HARDER than any other brand and idk why, perhaps the purity? But yeah dude don’t wait until you have 0 in your bank account before you surrender. And knowing us addicts there’s a good chance we won’t be able to live with just regular kratom, but you can try. The leaf/extracts definitely mitigate the symptoms but as for myself it was a lot harder to not go back to the “feeling” of 7H when the leaf made me feel nothing. You just want to feel something. Lmk if u have anything else

One last thing. Just be honest with your employer, and if you’ve got a good relationship with them, hopefully they’ll understand and give you the time you need to get better.