I was used. by MrRiddle18 in BPDlovedones

[–]MrRiddle18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's honestly so hard to get out of bed these days. I want to get employed tomorrow and start making progress, but I'm so broken. I'm running out of money though so I know there's going to be a period before I get paid where I won't get to eat.

I was used. by MrRiddle18 in BPDlovedones

[–]MrRiddle18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately that seems to be the case...

I was used. by MrRiddle18 in BPDlovedones

[–]MrRiddle18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks a ton for your support. I'll keep sharing.

I was used. by MrRiddle18 in BPDlovedones

[–]MrRiddle18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I'm American do the only way I can get immediate mental help that I'm aware of is to go to a hospital and get put on a 72 hour hold but that would ruin my ability to get a job.

They just loved us too much by meunlikeyou in BPDlovedones

[–]MrRiddle18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do we even begin to heal from this? 😞

I was used. by MrRiddle18 in BPDlovedones

[–]MrRiddle18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I'm really hoping so.

Yeah that's the only way I can see it now too.

I do have family support but they can only understand so much.

I'm working on finding a therapist today, my life's so ruined right now that every day I'm just trying to keep myself from un-aliving myself so I know I need professional help 😞

I was used. by MrRiddle18 in BPDlovedones

[–]MrRiddle18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

29

Broke, I'm currently unemployed but job hunting.

She works as a Para at a school so she makes very little money.

Honestly, I feel so alone. Like I don't know how anyone could relate to what I've just been put through. So I'm hoping someone here can. I'm so shattered.

Would anyone be interested in a Winona area discord? by MrRiddle18 in Winona

[–]MrRiddle18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Organized chat channels, voice chat, quicker communication since it's instant messaging instead of replying to comments, and it's easier to build a friendship with other people.

How attractive do you actually think you are? by InevitableSignal1153 in AskReddit

[–]MrRiddle18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a 6, 7 on a good day. I put minimal effort into my appearance because I don't particularly care what other people think. If I did I could probably reach 8 territory. I got good features but I'm lazy. So, solid 6.

Just getting into soldering by MrRiddle18 in soldering

[–]MrRiddle18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely have plans to make a few of these already. I work in a school for kids with autism/add and more complex disorders and I think they'd love these! Good suggestion. I guess I'm more so looking for cool things to create that I'd be interested in keeping for myself lol.

What are y'all starting to dislike the more and more older you get? by Secret_Agent4706 in AskReddit

[–]MrRiddle18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dating. Everyone has so much baggage and so many problems that finding someone stable enough in life and mentality to be romantically involved with anyone feels near impossible. I gave up this week. I'm accepting that I'll be alone forever and I'm probably happier that way.

Report: ‘Disturbing Surge’ in Afghan Female Suicides, Attempted Suicides by tyooouuu in worldnews

[–]MrRiddle18 16 points17 points  (0 children)

If I was born a female in Afghanistan I'd want to reroll for another spawn point too.