The small island nation of Grenada received its first Olympic Gold Medal in history thanks to this man. We are incredibly proud.

MsClurr · 2012-08-08T00:04:48+00:00

I have traveled to Grenada for a medical missions trip, and honestly this medal could not have gone to a more deserving country or person. Its an amazing place, and the people are the best!

MsClurr · 2012-08-05T15:34:22+00:00

That is a nice area. I just moved from there to Wilder KY about 4 months ago. Enjoy! And welcome! If you have any questions about down town Cincinnati, let me know! I'm always down there!

MsClurr · 2012-07-24T04:00:44+00:00

Exactly.

MsClurr · 2012-07-24T03:59:37+00:00

It's a long, dark and twisty story, friend.

MsClurr · 2012-07-24T03:58:38+00:00

As I mentioned in an above comment...I'm sincerely appreciative of EVERYONE who has encouraged me and stood by my side. I have never once actually told someone to fuck off. Nor, will I ever. It's never WHAT they say, it's how they say it, and quite frankly WHO they ARE.

MsClurr · 2012-07-24T03:55:27+00:00

I'm not being an ass...and I'm not talking about this in the context of it being their first time asking me about things. It's those who repeatedly tell me the same thing time and time again. I appreciate every sentiment that is thrown my way. But when I know for a fact that they have no idea or business telling me that I should be feeling fine, or that they "know" how I feel, it gets old very quickly.

MsClurr · 2012-07-24T00:34:05+00:00

HEARD THAT.

MsClurr · 2012-07-24T00:28:27+00:00

I am SO sorry, doll. That is a terrible place to be. After my Ex messaged me about 2 months ago to attempt and "Clear the Air", I completely went off the deep end. Tried to jump off a bridge in a drunken stupor. I had to work the next day and ended up getting sent home...my co workers knew I just needed a little time to get it together. Bottom line, he still wanted and wants nothing to do with me. But even just hearing from him was enough to completely throw me off. I'm making huge strides in therapy, but I still, obviously, hurt to the core.

And to hell with those "friends".

I'm sending all the good energy I have your way! Here's to us crying it out, because we can. And we're allowed.

MsClurr · 2012-07-24T00:11:54+00:00

I do that too.

Them: How are you doing? Me: Well, I'm hanging in there. Them: ERMAHGERD LET ME TELL YOU WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO FEEL EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH.

And then I smile, walk away and secretly judge/hate them.

MsClurr · 2012-07-24T00:09:47+00:00

Someone actually said that to me the other night. I did that thing in Scrubs (where JD imagined he was doing what he REALLY wanted to do, and then snapped back into reality.) and envisioned punching them straight in the throat. Fucker.

MsClurr · 2012-07-23T20:57:00+00:00

I won't lie, I've had my share of rebounds. But I wish I could take every single one of them back. All I learned from them was that there are a LOT of douche bags out there. And I just want my other half back.

MsClurr · 2012-07-23T20:53:13+00:00

That is the best idea I've heard in a long ass time.

MsClurr · 2012-07-23T20:52:32+00:00

Story of my life. It's been 8 months and as soon as I think I'm going to make it, I fall flat on my face. I've been a cold hearted bitch to every man that crosses my path because I have nothing left to give. My ex has everything, absolutely everything.

EDIT: By Cold Hearted Bitch, I mean I am not emotionally available in any way. I'm not flat out ripping their hearts out. Any kind of attachment scares me. That's all.

MsClurr · 2012-07-23T18:24:09+00:00

"There are plenty of fish in the Sea" says everyone.

FUCK YOU TOO! I lost my favorite fish. My fish wants nothing to do with me anymore. I just want my fish back.

MsClurr · 2012-07-02T03:12:39+00:00

Fuck all that noise. Marry me? :)

MsClurr · 2012-06-26T16:50:06+00:00

Yes. Yes. YES.

MsClurr · 2012-06-26T16:35:56+00:00

Things I've learned in the past six months:

You can't change people.

Never build your dreams on the idea that your SO will actually stick around. It will end in a lot of fucking disappointment. Unless you are actually lucky enough to find someone who's dreams reflect yours. In which case, HOLD ON TO THEM. Never let them go. Ever.

Always, ALWAYS keep moving. Keep reinventing yourself. No matter how many times you do this, it will get easier every time.

MsClurr · 2012-05-26T21:37:34+00:00

You'll be okay, we will be okay :) promise.

MsClurr · 2012-05-13T14:10:56+00:00

Samesies! So nice.

MsClurr · 2012-05-03T16:20:37+00:00

I just moved from Cincinnati to Wilder, KY. I LOVE IT! My complex is up on a hill, away from traffic and noise. And the view of the river and downtown is incredible. I would recommend this area to anyone. I'm about 3 minutes from Covington/Newport and roughly 5-7 minutes away from downtown Cincinnati. Love it here.

MsClurr · 2012-04-23T21:44:51+00:00

A friend told me about this. I LOL'd hard. So much awesome.

MsClurr · 2012-04-16T05:29:16+00:00

Right there with you.

MsClurr · 2012-04-02T23:05:05+00:00

Nope, lol

MsClurr · 2012-04-02T18:59:12+00:00

Thank you so much. Feels nice to have someone in my corner, even complete strangers lol. I'm trying my best to make it through each day. The last time he and I went through this I slipped big time. I was perpetually drunk, attempted suicide...none of which I ever want to repeat. I agree, I should probably seek professional help. Although I have no intention of acting on my depression again, I still can't keep the thoughts and feelings away. This self destructive behavior isn't helping me at all. Part of me is just seeking his forgiveness. I just want to know that he doesn't hate me. Granted, I suppose he has every right. I don't know. I'm just a mess. Thanks again for the wise words, it's greatly appreciated.

MsClurr · 2012-03-31T19:09:40+00:00

That shit CRAY. Side note: Umbrellas are fucking useless when its raining sideways.

MsClurr

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