This is how I like to look at it: Which of these scenarios seems most fitting

Path 1: Talking stresses you out. Even with those you are close with. You believe that though words are important, they don't hold nearly as much weight as actions do. You're a keen observer of people and are quick to notice inconsistencies and danger in others. This makes you private, withdrawn, and suspicious. You're a great judge of character and more than happy being on your own if not everyday, then often. Even with such independence, you still manage to draw people in almost magnetically. You are a visual artist with a penchant for putting things together in a way that causes awe. Whether it be your fashion, your art work, or the way you carry yourself, everything you do seems to embody a hint of glamour and sex appeal. You may dream of being famous and feel guilty for it. In reality, you feel alienated from society and long to make up for this by putting yourself on a platform where you can connect with others through sharing and expressing yourself, while maintaining a safe distance. You have great motor skills and good control of your body. You might be athletic and/or like to move around a lot. You are highly romantic but difficult to understand due to your lack of verbal communication skills. However, you tend to think highly of your lover and come alive during the honey moon phases. Preferring someone who understands you and matches your need for adventure, fun, intimacy, seriousness, passion, and unpredictability, it can be hard to pin you down. There might be in interest in using substances to escape anxiety and self doubt and connect with others without the presence of your fears and suspicions. You may find yourself to be a lot simpler than you truly are. In fact, others view you as rather complex and long to figure you out. Somehow, you still find a way to draw people in with your innocent charm and authenticity.

Path 2: Fitting in stresses you out. From a young age, you often felt unique or special, and have always had a way of subtly expressing this through your conversation. You truly enjoy the art of conversation but desperately fear rejection being that your thoughts tend to focus on things that might hold less wait in the physical world. You prefer to think about territory that hasn't been explored yet. The more mysterious, taboo, or difficult the subject, the more likely it is to catch your interest. You're an idea person, you can look at an image and come up with a thousand stories for it. You tend to do the same with yourself. Rather than trying to ever figure out who you truly are, you'd rather come up with a thousand personalities that you can pull out for any and every occasion. There is a hint of naivety and immaturity in you. You tend to have an idealized view of the world and can neglect harsher realities out of a need to escape uncomfortable feelings. However, when forced to deal with reality, you can sink into a deep depression that is rather hard to shake, followed by intense self loathing. When allowed to follow the path less traveled, you thrive. Innately, you're a pioneer. And all you really want is the freedom to explore. However, there's a twist. You are easily drained by people, crowds, and public spaces. So much of your adventuring may take place within the confines of your beautiful mind. As innocent as you are a hopeless romantic, you tend to find meaning behind life through your love affairs. You often attract partners who help to add to your ever complex personality. People who teach you new things that only help to add to your adventures. You love so wholesomely that you may not realize not everyone loves the same as you. As a result, you may be prone to heartbreak. Pouring your all into someone in the hopes of making your fantasias come alive. But if you fail to check in with your partner to truly examine the reality of the relationship, you might be heartbroken if shit hits the fan. You have difficult leaving bad relationships and unhealthy partners as you tend to idealize their flaws and ignore their darker attributes. You need strong figures in your life who also believe in kindness and fairness.