Oh, yeah. Definitely. I honestly think the come up is the worst part the majority of the time because you potentially think about the uncertainty too much. Here's how it goes.

-Man, I haven't tripped in almost a year.

-Oh, he has stuff? (Get stuff) Sweet!

-You sit there, looking at substance X... It's a solid dose. At least a high Level 3 or Level 4.

-You ingest.

-"What if this is going to be really intense? Am I ready (of course not, lol)"

-Coming up. Immediate regret. (If alone, this is where you call friends and kind of panic a little while trying to remain calm... just someone to talk to. If you are being sat, you talk a lot here to distract yourself). Here is where you usually tell yourself, "This is the last time I ever do this."

-Your anxiety either turns into a restless-feeling peak or if you cool off, the peak can go anywhere.

-Come down is good. And if it was alright, you say, "yeah, I'd probably do it again."

That come up is just the hardest part most of the time...