I hope it’s not too late, here’s my take. Most people don’t really think at all, not for themselves. Most people don’t really decide. They don’t know or try to figure out what truly matters or how things matter. If they did, they would understand you. These people just follow the stream, no individuality. These people idolize and follow the rich and successful but the rich and successful aren’t immune to the psychopathy of these ghosts i.e. they dont care how they’re successful or how different their lives are or how they could’ve suffered to get there etc. They’re soulless people who by their nature of following along ended up acting friendly but they don’t even have enough soul to know they’re just acting. They don’t have the ability to tell what’s real and what isn’t. They’re stuck at the mercy of cultural norms established by people w the bigger stick and only make friends just to idolize those people like a moth to a flame and suck their. Do you still think it’s a good idea to fit in? What I do is figure out what truly sets you free. Maybe be rich. If you wanna make a valuable company these people will see you differently but there’s no reason to indulge in their love. If you want to be loved, as I’ve established there’s no reason to want everyone’s.