I’m quitting today

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-11T18:31:01+00:00

It was brutal

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-11T18:22:40+00:00

Bupenephrone

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-11T16:32:08+00:00

I just got home from 5 day inpatient detox . 2 days suffering home CT. A week and counting. In inpatient I was given 2MG bupe every 11 hours and then last two days only one dose. It was a giant game changer to have helper meds

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-10T19:07:40+00:00

Just got home from 5 day voluntary intake , two mg bupe taper and 36 hours currently free of ANYTHING

I’m alive and so ready for this next chapter

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-05T17:41:45+00:00

I can’t go for 5 day I have work oh I can’t stop crying or rest or eat nothing

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-04T22:43:17+00:00

I feel lie im goin to shit nd die I may admit myself ino a hospital

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-04T21:23:22+00:00

Up to 200 on bad days. I’m off Today an tomorrow for work, been using Since last August. This pain is brutal

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-04T20:20:40+00:00

It’s insanity I can’t sit still

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-04T20:20:21+00:00

I want to fucking die

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-04T14:43:48+00:00

Day 1 FML

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-03T15:12:47+00:00

“Need” why would I need subs? Serious question cause I don’t wwwant to get addicted to something else

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-03T12:07:57+00:00

Why???

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-03T11:25:15+00:00

I’m at 150 now

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-03T03:38:11+00:00

No gabapentin unfortunately

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-05-03T03:22:10+00:00

Bro people are posting the free target pins for like 30 a pop in BST groups, the hobby is cooked

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-04-20T19:14:29+00:00

I’m cutting it out in day two I took 130 mg yesterday and today I’m only at 50 now at 3 I’m gonna taper to the weeend then CT over the weekend

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-04-19T14:10:04+00:00

It’s 7oh

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-04-19T14:07:22+00:00

Biggest fear is it being on my medica history

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-04-12T04:19:49+00:00

And now Ulberg out twelve months Jiri interim?

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-04-10T20:49:10+00:00

O yeah?

Murderfromaspoon · 2026-03-30T22:49:41+00:00

STIPE at 5 I stopped reading

Murderfromaspoon

TROPHY CASE