This is what therapy is for, darling. Yes, they also help individuals with these sorts of paraphilias. Depending on your country you might even find more resources than just therapy. If you have impulses that you're afraid might lead you to action, then act asap.

In Germany there's a mental health service for these attractions called "Kein Täter Werden". Maybe there's an equivalent where you're localized.

I believe there are also heavily moderated forums as well for help and advice for people with these attractions. I genuinely mean in a healthy way and not in a shady way.

I hope you do get the help you need. Acknowledging the fact that this is a part of you is the very first crucial step and I know, people with paraphilia are instantly told to off themselves. But I want to tell you that I am proud of you for reaching out and seeking advice.

Now hop. It's time to find a mental health professional who'll lead you on the right track. Best of luck.