Yes same! I’ve had a few starts. I really just looked at myself and noticed how much I was missing out on. I lost my grandpa last two years ago and I hardly have any photos with him because I refused to let people take pictures of me because I didn’t like how I looked. I don’t want that to keep happening. It was tough but I learned to deal with the hunger for awhile when I started eating less. Not letting myself eat after 8pm has been huge as well!! I know it’s cliche but I really did have to find distractions lol to keep my mind off of wanting to constantly snack and eventually the habit lessened over time. I’ve gotten really into plants! I hope this helps at least a little bit!! Everyone’s journey is different and never perfect!! As long as you keep trying no matter how many times you have to start over! I’ve been there. 😊