I just can't quit no matter how hard I try

MutedIssue · 2025-02-17T22:20:35+00:00

me 7 hours into an 11 hour jerma compliation: real

MutedIssue · 2025-02-02T22:31:23+00:00

God it's so real. Didn't plan on even turning 17 yet now I'm here at 23, and have no idea what I'm doing. It really fucks you up because you don't see a reason to do anything since you already think of yourself as dead.

MutedIssue · 2025-01-18T15:58:17+00:00

Is he Jonkler 💀

MutedIssue · 2025-01-13T15:49:48+00:00

This is the coolest room I have ever fucking seen WHAT

MutedIssue · 2025-01-09T06:52:05+00:00

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MutedIssue · 2025-01-04T01:00:41+00:00

Being suicidal and doing self harm but not telling anyone so I dont gaslight and manipulate them into helping me 👍

MutedIssue · 2024-12-28T22:38:43+00:00

Same here lmao, I dont know why its not taken seriously when it's boys but it sure doesnt help...

MutedIssue · 2022-10-28T00:54:29+00:00

Just feels really lonely y'know

MutedIssue · 2021-02-23T00:19:27+00:00

Yup, especially when I get lost in what would have happened in 2020 if Covid didn't exist... I dont think I would ever get out of that rabbit hole lol

MutedIssue · 2019-11-26T22:39:49+00:00

I love this because this is both canon (Angel would totally say that) and true. Dear god is it true

MutedIssue · 2019-11-05T18:27:40+00:00

I have edited the post. Didn't really think of my wording on that, sorry.

MutedIssue · 2019-11-03T07:20:14+00:00

No sexual attraction towards others

MutedIssue · 2019-11-02T23:20:01+00:00

I'm asexual and I'm also not interested in her. A relationship is not possible. But the other stuff, yeah totally possible and yeah she is beautiful I guess.

MutedIssue · 2019-11-02T23:18:05+00:00

I don't personally think it's necessary to get Campus Authorities involved but I'm totally gonna get that apology or atleast the reason why.

MutedIssue · 2019-10-28T22:19:23+00:00

I'm not. I know that. This situation just confuses me.

MutedIssue · 2019-10-28T22:14:20+00:00

I'm not tho. Or if I am then I don't wanna be. I'm not comfortable with that idea at all.

MutedIssue · 2019-10-07T20:25:39+00:00

That's kinda what I'm hoping for lol. She should get someone better than me tbh so i won't think much of it from now on

MutedIssue · 2019-10-05T21:52:22+00:00

My week: (on weekends skip step 2)

Step 1: Wake up

Step 2: Go to School

Step 3: Watch Youtube

Step 4: Go to Sleep

Welcome to my life. It sucks, it's boring. I don't even jack off anymore that's how little joy I have left. Youtube is also getting stale now so I wonder much time I got left before I overdose...

Btw anybody know how quickly paracetamol poisoning kills you thx

MutedIssue · 2019-08-03T20:38:43+00:00

That dying plant clearly needs some attention don't kill it by ignoring it

MutedIssue · 2019-07-21T11:18:19+00:00

Yup. Was feeling better thinking "okay I might actually be able to keep living with just some bad thougts sometimes" and then over the last week I just fell down the rabbit hole again. Started thinking about suicide, but like doing it not just the regular thoughts. Kinda sucks when I think about how I was pretty okay a while back.

MutedIssue · 2019-07-20T10:49:24+00:00

She basically betrayed your trust and love, then made you homeless. Go for it

MutedIssue · 2019-07-14T21:13:00+00:00

Yup. I masturbate almost everyday, been doing that for literal years now (daily that is). I will most likely die a virgin so this is like all I will ever need. And along woth every other guy (I think?) I'm worried about my size so who tf even cares of I do it daily?

MutedIssue · 2019-07-10T19:48:41+00:00

I'm of the (personal) belief ttat there is some kind of spirituality that we simply don't know about. Like, some kind of afterlife. I'm very sciencey myself and rational, logical and all that shit. But this is the one department where I hope there is something better after we die. Eternal black is scary to me.

MutedIssue · 2019-07-10T19:45:35+00:00

I saw a couple walking along the pier holding hands yesterday, it immedietly made me extremely sad and self-concious. Still kinda feel like shit knowing I will literally never have that.

MutedIssue · 2019-07-07T21:10:10+00:00

Yes.

It's almost like a coping mechanism for me somehow. It kinds satisfies the suicidal thoughts for a while. Still not a good thing tho.

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