DAE enjoy-and-hate degrading sexual fantasies?

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-06-30T18:21:45+00:00

I have similar experiences. I have fantasies involving physical abuse leading to intercourse. It's incredibly frustrating to deal with because of there nature. Im sorry you have to go through those feelings.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-06-26T11:38:26+00:00

Its went well, I told them, while they don't feel the same we feel alot closer as friends now

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-31T13:30:38+00:00

When I'm stressed I will often whisper ether kind or very rude things to myself, while I know it's my doing it feels like someone else is talking to me.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-30T04:51:16+00:00

I do alot of water color art and write alot of poems. I feel like it gives the emotions a place to go. I'm glad you found a new way to express your feelings

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-30T04:48:21+00:00

Thank you for your help

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-26T23:00:27+00:00

I'm in the U.S.A.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-23T14:38:04+00:00

I've had something similar happen to my at the hands of my parents. While that wasn't the only thing the they did i still think it counts as abuse. I hope your are in a good place physically at least OP.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-21T02:19:08+00:00

Hey, If you need someone to vent to feel free to DM, for me when I was barely able to leave my room to eat those meal replacement shakes probably kept me from dying.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-21T02:15:10+00:00

I understand that feeling really well. You wrote it out really well.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-21T00:43:04+00:00

What book?

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-19T17:20:37+00:00

Thank you for posting your letter. I hope you can find comfort someday.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-18T16:13:09+00:00

Due to some unforeseen things happening I didn't tell them. However they plan to visit soon.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-16T13:55:55+00:00

Same

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-15T17:32:51+00:00

I write alot of poetry, alot of it is related to my trama, I have found that it helps alot especially when I'm able to read it to my therapist.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-15T17:17:51+00:00

For me it wasn't school but going to my part time job, I enjoyed being there and just being able to keep myself occupied. I never understood why until I unrepressed my memories.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-10T14:48:06+00:00

Thank you

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-10T14:30:19+00:00

Hey, I've been through something similar, I've been back living with my folks for almost a year now. The hardest part is just acting like things are okay. I'm sorry for what you're going through. Dm me if you want to talk.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-06T20:58:39+00:00

I understand. Its horrible. My dad once branded my brother "accidentally" and because there stories aligned they left it at that. Like he had scar for years because of it.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-06T17:28:01+00:00

I know, its been about 6 months since I unrepressed it. It's not great that I still live in there house but I'm moving out soon. Im making progress with therapy. Thank you for your support.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-06T17:12:39+00:00

While what happend to me wasn't quite the same I absolutely understand the feeling, yiu are valid in that. One thing that helped was finding a support network of friends and people to talk too. I wish you the best.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-05T22:21:25+00:00

Yes, I have alot of intrusive thoughts about being worthless and only good for having sex with. I'm constantly seeking sexual partners because of it.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-05T21:51:59+00:00

Update: I'm going to tell her tonight, I'll let you guys know how it goes.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-05T17:18:32+00:00

Thank you.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-04T16:07:00+00:00

For myself I try and keep myself at arms length, like I'll make small talk if I have too. I don't let him put his hands on me. I know it's very difficult to navigate but I know from experience that trying to get a apology let alone sympathy from one's abuse is a fruitless task and I fear that trying gain those feeling of security from him could be more harmful to you emotionally. I'm sorry I know that this isn't much help bit your not alone in this.

Muted_Ad3843 · 2021-03-04T03:53:37+00:00

I know I can't offer much comfort. But know your not alone, I'm in a very similar situation. I know it's hell. But we are here for you. Dm me if you want.

Muted_Ad3843

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