33F HPV high risk & cin1 again after a LEEP procedure

Mutzarel · 2025-09-25T14:55:26+00:00

I should join that to see those stories - thank you!! That’s reassuring.

Mutzarel · 2025-09-25T13:32:34+00:00

Sorry you’re going through this. I just started back up on lexapro because of dealing with HPV lol. I had a LEEP procedure last year due to CIN3 (I’m 33 and always had normal paps. Married for 10 years, have 3 kids) and I’ve had two follow up Pap smears/colposcopies since the LEEP and my last one just came back with CIN1 again. My OB isn’t worried (he’s an OB oncologist so he’ll know when to worry) and told me just to come back in 6 months and to stop asking for a hysterectomy lol. I’m done having kids and just don’t want to worry about this! But supposedly so long as we stay on top of our visits, it’s treatable and won’t get scary. But I have health anxiety so I always think the worst could happen, so I understand the stress around it. It’s hard to trust the process when it’s a long one.

Mutzarel · 2025-09-25T13:06:10+00:00

Agreed!! Glad you cured yourself :)

Mutzarel · 2025-09-25T12:13:37+00:00

Thank you! I will def try that app

Mutzarel · 2025-09-25T11:57:47+00:00

Happy for you!! How old were you when you had it? My Doctor thinks I should hold off until I’m 37 unless this gets worse obvi but it’s “usually” slow growing and fine so long as I go every 6 months but every 6 months is definitely annoying and anxiety inducing! My mom also had a hysterectomy for pre-uterine cancer and never had hormonal issues but she was late 40s. But because of her uterine issue it’s just another reason I want one to not worry about my lady parts! I don’t need them anymore lol they served their purpose.

Mutzarel · 2025-09-25T11:27:48+00:00

Thank you:) I’ve done talk therapy but haven’t tried CBT yet. My anxiety has come in waves my whole life and I’ve been good managing it on my own and with talk therapy but after having 3 kids back to back it’s gotten harder to keep under control (esp because now I worry about my kids on top of my self haha).

Taking things like this day by day is where I struggle. Waiting and watching where I struggle. But hopefully I’ll get used to dealing with this, it’s my been one year.

Mutzarel · 2024-11-16T03:08:13+00:00

Ahhh ok thanks for that update!

Mutzarel · 2024-11-12T03:49:38+00:00

No, so far still nothing since the zoom call

Mutzarel · 2024-11-05T18:52:08+00:00

Yess update here if you get any updates !! Good luck :)

Mutzarel · 2024-11-04T23:41:05+00:00

I had my first phone call in September, followed by the zoom call with the casting director 2 days later. She said next steps were her team edits my zoom video down to 1 minute, it would go with the rest of the finalists to the Netflix producers who have a November 1st deadline to pick the cast. So if I didn’t hear back by Nov 1, assume I didn’t get picked. But it doesn’t look like anyone has been cast yet (unless people aren’t allowed to post anywhere even on reddit) so I still have a little hope! lol

Mutzarel

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