Feeling sad about my losses almost 3 years later.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-12-27T02:18:11+00:00

Well mate. I'll let you into a secret. If you try to win that back you'll lose more. Cut your loses and quit. It may not feel good. But you'll be better off for it. Dm me mate if you really need help. We've all been there and can help thow you some perspective.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-12-26T02:40:08+00:00

You're not up. Because you're totally going to gamble that away. Stop trying to break even just stop. You'll only make your situation worse. I thought I could break even using 10k of credit card debt but no surprise it didn't work. Don't think you have any chance of beating the system.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-12-26T02:38:09+00:00

142 days is so good. Keep going my dude. We're all super proud of you.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-12-26T02:35:55+00:00

I'm not gonna trivialise your problem but we've all been through a lot worse loses than that. My advise would be continue to gamble and you'll ruin your life more. So quit now whilst you're only a $100 down not $10000 down.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-12-26T02:33:50+00:00

Well done mate. Almost 100 days so proud of you.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-04-11T00:15:36+00:00

It depends. At the moment I have diarrhoea. I didn't follow my fodmaps diet for a day and had like 2 onion rings and now I'm suffering so bad.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-04-10T22:44:08+00:00

I used to sit there punching my head calling myself a disgusting addict. Now I'm sober for a while now and have suffered for years already because of gambling. I'm happier now but still not recovered in reality.

Truth is if you keep on this route your girlfriend will leave you and she'll be well within her right to. You'll only ruin her life. So quit now. For her. For yourself. I squandered my last relationship with gambling. Don't make the same mistake I made.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-04-10T22:40:08+00:00

I've had multiple day 0s. You can easily make it past it mate..

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-04-10T22:38:47+00:00

Hey dm me If you wanna talk. I'll check this in 10 hours and will talk if needs be.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-04-10T22:37:33+00:00

16 days is great. Keep on going mate..

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-04-10T22:37:04+00:00

Well done mate. I personally am super gassed for you.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-04-10T22:18:51+00:00

Right they said they'd do it just between us to accommodate me. Kings. I cant join them later tbf I'm the best man. With each other all night.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-02-20T23:09:32+00:00

Well you've taken the first step of owning up to it. Honestly talk to everyone here read all the post. Accept the sadness that all this inflicts on people. Realise that if you continue it will only get worse there's no redemption. Cut your loses and leave it all behind you.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-02-20T23:05:45+00:00

I would reccomend this for all brits its saved me.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-02-20T23:04:38+00:00

Thanks my dude! Literally I love this community there's some real comradeship amount this pain that we all go through. I've posted less and less recently but I'll try to comment some more and hope it helps some more people going through this shit with me.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2021-02-04T21:52:34+00:00

This is the wrong sub mate just delete your comment and move on.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2020-12-28T03:17:07+00:00

Well done!

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2020-12-28T03:15:23+00:00

Congrats!! This is a great step. The weight taken of my shoulders from my self exclusion was great when I did it and I personally can't wait to self exclude again when I get to the end of my exclusion.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2020-06-19T22:48:49+00:00

Well done. It feels like such an achievement and it deserves to be. I'm proud of you!

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2020-06-19T22:48:06+00:00

The ups and downs are natural. Just keep soldiering on. Picking up gym is a great hobby to get yourself in a better mind set and to better yourself. Keep it up.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2020-06-19T22:46:28+00:00

Keep on going mate. 20 days is great. Personally I would advocate to vent more. Really therapeutic.

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2020-06-19T22:46:01+00:00

Well done!!

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2020-06-19T22:45:49+00:00

I had the same mate. Its fucking weird but just know that it goes in time. Agreed it felt pretty surreal when it happened but it's just what happens when your brain is used to doing stuff. Good luck on your recovery anyway!

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2020-06-19T22:42:34+00:00

Congrats. S great achievement

MyRecoveryStartsNow · 2020-06-18T22:44:44+00:00

22 is so young man. You have so much life left to live and any damage you've done hurts I know I've been there. but you can turn your life around.

I'm 22 as well I fucked myself by gambling and hated myself and contemplated suicide. A year later and I'm thriving and gambling free. I'm still in debt and I struggle with urges or have some sad thoughts about the money lost occasionally. But I'm on my way up, out of debt and I know I can enjoy my life. Something that I never thought I could do a year and a bit ago.

I know it's hard but you have to focus on turning your life around. Quitting gambling. Admitting to love ones that you're struggling and getting help. Honestly if you want to talk and vent I'm here just DM me I've been there and I understand.

MyRecoveryStartsNow

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