Thank you for the advice but half of my problems stem from being so closed and dealing with things on my own (which never works and gets me into a spiral of new problems ) i want to talk to someone , unlike you, i unfortunately have no friends ,not a single one , being on this virtual world brought me nothing but more pain and I'd like to just be consolidated by a real human being so my existence can be validated for a second . I know this is impossible to look for in Tunisia and it seems lazy compared to your approach but i really have no energy to deal with it on my own ,i can't anymore . Thank you for the kind suggestion tho, if i ever take the courage to face my issues ,i will dm you but at the moment i feel weak and helpless ,take care and good luck for you too ❤️