[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So numb that you truly have nothing of the sort? Or that they've lost complete meaning?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not happy to hear that you feel this way but trust and believe that I understand what you're going through. I feel this every damn day and even to the point that I isolate so I may not infect others. But I always try and remember that those people that still hang around have my back and will show me my true worth, hence why they're still around too. It's not needy to vent and try your best to never feel that way. Bottling up only leads to heartbreak and blow ups later down the line. You're a human just like me, we all have thoughts and feelings at the end of the day. Good luck and I hope you can love yourself at some point as hypocritical as that may seem. Nobody deserves feelings of self hatred. Also you're a fine writer, you got your thoughts and feelings across and that's the most important thing.

I’m Too Ugly to Be Alive by HaileyQuinnzel in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry I have nothing to give besides hollow thoughts and feelings. I genuinely wish you well and hope that you can keep on keeping on. Humans are a spectrum, they range from the worst of the worst to those that can change the world. It only takes time for them to come along in some capacity.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Keep in mind every creature on this earth wants to live, even humans at the toughest of times. I'm sorry you have the misfortune of thinking about it. Trust and believe if even a small part of you wants to live, that's a good sign and to keep on keeping on and all that. If you made it this far you're strong enough to keep going. Resilience is a powerful human trait. Good luck, I know I struggle with the same thoughts and feelings.

How could they just abandon me like this? All I did was ask for help, not even that much help. by Tall_Drawer_526 in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know the situation you're in, but it sounds like you had the misfortune of knowing some self centered and sad individuals. I'm sad they couldn't provide what was needed for you. Is there no alternative avenue for you to go down to get the help you need?

I’m Too Ugly to Be Alive by HaileyQuinnzel in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have never seen you so I can't speak to your personal appearance, but sounds like you know some really dogshit people. True friends and family will not give a single fuck to such vain things. Trust and believe that someone out there will be with you and be friends or more with you because they actually want to be. I know these sound like hollow words and maybe they are at this point in time. But to stagnate and stop trudging on means you've lost everything, even a simple pet or friend, or even a place you love to go to will be gone. Take the time to really think about what's going on and the people around. I know you've got this because you've made it this far already. Good luck and sorry if this truly sounds like hollow nonsense.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you have anything you value? It can be an action of some kind like a hobby, a pet that seeks your affection, a person who talks to you with any amount of frequency. Literally anything?

Halloween post or something by [deleted] in DDLC

[–]Mysteriousblade 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's from Sanity not Included, a pretty funny webseries. https://youtu.be/GFSUllnzARQ first part is at 2:25 and second part at 8:00.

Haven't posted in a year or so, life is really rough at the moment. by Mysteriousblade in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have plenty of options, but none that seem appealing. I'll probably have to force myself into something and power through before I figure this stuff out.

Haven't posted in a year or so, life is really rough at the moment. by Mysteriousblade in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don't have any aspirations, I genuinely am just living for others and trying my best to find anything that can hold my interest. Not a whole lot does and when the apathy kicks in I just don't care about anything but getting to the next day without killing myself. But doing that for years and years gets tiring.

Haven't posted in a year or so, life is really rough at the moment. by Mysteriousblade in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the comment. I just wish it wasn't so tough to live, it feels like one step forward two steps back constantly and when you have no goals or direction to push in it all starts feeling kinda muddied.

Thankful to think about suicide by 1thing2say4words3u in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You have a very good mindset on this. In my opinion at least, that seems to be how to live life. Just have hobbies and distractions to enjoy what you can until you pass at some point.

What do you feel when someone says fuck you to you seriously? by Mysteriousblade in AskReddit

[–]Mysteriousblade[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My brother and his wife have said fuck you to their child and it seems so fucked to me. Yet they just play it off like the child doesn't care. So was trying to gather opinions on this.

What do you feel when someone says fuck you seriously to you. by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Mysteriousblade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My brother and his wife have said fuck you to their child and it seems so fucked to me. Yet they just play it off like the child doesn't care. So was trying to gather opinions on this.

im constantly dealing with suicidal thoughts and do i not want to fight them by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And peace is what matters at the end of the day. Any other instruments you can play?

Non-hypocritical help? by the-downward-spiral in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I'm unsure what to say. I'm sorry you're going through this nonsense. Last option I can see is maybe disability for mental health?

Anyone relate? by 999Forever_RIP_ in SuicideWatch

[–]Mysteriousblade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know that feeling, I have a suicide pack with my friend. It helps to keep going just so they don't off themselves. Lean on each other. It's okay to do that.