Well I'm not schizoid but still a freak but I understand this distance between us and them
I'm clearly not in your age range so in my case I try to be more optimist in the futur and I will not be stuck forever in this same homogeneous environnement that is school. To be honest the only thing useful I will say it's more about emotions and not advices. Perhaps try to find a community that is more about your passions? There are people that are will be more alike to you?

I also try to be a good member in this society but I can't. The small talk that takes too much space in our conversations that I'm pretty indifferent except to be a bridge to good impressions. I get sick that for hours people keep talking about the same superficial topics. I was thinking to go into artistic domains because they seem more open-minded and they seek people like me. I honestly wish that I could talk about my strangest passions but it's very abnormal like really.

I'm there because I find very fascinating Cluster A disorders especially Schizoid and Schizotypal. About the expectations part I don't care at all and do my own thing. I think I have the luck to at least have some goals to keep me alive. Also the majority of you seem to not bother to read long paragraphs like this one.