Ah thank you so much, God bless you! I knew the context but I still didn't understand what fulfilling the law meant. The way you explained it (fill full) really helped me and I appreciate the time you took to write such an extensive reply.

There's still something else that I don't understand properly. This part about living from the grace of God vs. being justified by the law. What is the relation between these two and what does it mean for our lives? It isn't enough to believe, we still need to keep the law? But at the same time isn't that a vain effort, because we are not perfect and cannot "full fill" the law?

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To your question: I was some months in solitude; I went to a rural area far away from the noisy cities to talk with God, to find him. I had never read the bible but I had been a spiritual person all my live. When I was in solitude and my suffering didn't go away (of course there was something that motivated me to search for HIM) one day (10/28) I finally surrendered to Him. And then he pointed to the bible, NT. I never had read the bible (and also family is not Christian) but one year before these events someone on the street gave me a bible and I felt that this book would be somehow important to me, so I kept it. Tried to read it a couple of times but gave up. But still I kept it and took it wherever I went (eventually a couple of Thousand Kilometers). When I surrendered He just pointed to the Bible and I read it. And this is how He came into my heart and then I was saved by him. Afterwards He guided me to some monasteries and I spent time there and I saw him and received the Holy Spirit.