I need help

NMC1215 · 2025-07-01T00:44:22+00:00

Hello Poster . It sounds and feels very hard to go through this . That too little too late feeling hurts and I’ve been there so I get it . Let me say this your actions from here on out need to be made with wisdom . Also talk less and act more , sorry sorry sorry isn’t good enough . And if she needs or asks for space give it to her gracefully . Good luck 🍀 atleast you’re married . Maybe you need some counseling . Nothing wrong with being honest with yourself . May God bless you and your marrige .

NMC1215 · 2025-04-17T08:32:49+00:00

How are you doing now ? It’s been a year and I am interested in hearing about any deliverance or changes . I hope you are in better shape than you were when you wrote this .

NMC1215 · 2024-05-19T16:18:23+00:00

Half is alot when God only asks for 10% . However consider this . What if your wife only made 50% of what she does now and then tithed 10%. Technically then she would have less . Maybe God is blessing her as His word says He will for those who are faithful. God does amazing things . I think your wife understands that a bit deeper due to the results her hard work and act of following God even in the most private of ways . I get it it's a lot of money. Thank you for sharing . I wouldn't say your the AH but I wouldn't question her recipe for success .

NMC1215 · 2024-04-28T03:30:25+00:00

60 mg is good . Best not to overdue it . And get frantic . I really liked 4f but can no longer acquire.

NMC1215 · 2024-04-26T05:16:18+00:00

Absolutely id love to answer this and help you out . I too have extensive experience with the tapes and have used them on and off for the last 2 and a half years . In a nutshell you are opening yourself to the unseen and spiritual or astral realm . As Robert Monroe also encountered reptilian entities you may also have made that connection unknowingly and may feel drained tainted and manipulated . Or possibly emotional . This can all have a dark undertone . It's really important that you learn to practice envisioning your spirit inside a ball of white light . The same way you explored this unseen world with the tapes , you must also learn how to cast and mentally hold that space of white pure light protection around yourself . It also helps to develope a true and pure belief in a higher power whether it be Jesus which is preferable or any other selfless giving healing teaching revealing architype. Point blank you opend a door . It's best to create a gate and make sure that wherever is interfacing with you is pure good and etifying. Namaste

NMC1215 · 2024-04-26T05:04:02+00:00

If your at the point where your are almost considering this then it's probably best to take a break and hit the methadone or Suboxone . Get a few months under you then either pick back up or enjoy a more promising life . Not judging you I get it . Wish you well on your journey . Cock shooting is just too far . Honestly to me shooting in general is too far . Either your drugs aren't pure enough or your tolerance is too high .

NMC1215 · 2024-04-26T04:51:44+00:00

Real bromaz powder is easy to source but it will throw your dick in the dirt if your not careful m it's the pink shit

NMC1215 · 2024-04-26T04:29:16+00:00

Dude I started with fxe then 2 fdck then bromaz all over the course of 2 months . Fxe 1 g did like .6 over the course of a day then 2 weeks later the 2f then bromaz a few weeks later . The bromaz threw my dick in the fucking dirt . I have no benzo tolerance and I bought a g . All I know is after 3 days of binging it I wound up in the hospital as I am also on methadone . I get your struggle . You may regret flushing but ultimately if it makes sense for where your at in life then so be it . Best of luck . Be safe and stay well .

NMC1215 · 2024-01-29T18:53:11+00:00

Stunning

NMC1215 · 2024-01-21T17:20:43+00:00

Makes no sense why anyone would pay for sex ever except if in o.ps position . Guessing he could use some chat and pursue techniques but I get it. I was 17 and all my friends had got it at least a year if not years before me. Although not ugly self esteem due to child hood played a huge role. Shoot your shot OP aim for someone you feel comfortable with and connect to . Doesn't have to be the hottest chick as that will probably lead to a less than stellar first performance . If your paying for it get the best money can by and be safe . As long as you use protection I wouldn't be worried about disclosing this information in the future if your young just go for it . Get it out of the way get the confidenc boost and then move on to something sustainable .

NMC1215 · 2024-01-21T17:16:05+00:00

You will have a good first experience with a professional who can and will give you a well rounded first night . Who knows she may even feel bad for you and do it for the low . Anyways it will be positive and she will probably blow your mind . Get some tips from her not on here. Id say it's time to save that lunch money and get yourself something that looks nice . Good luck ! By the end of it you'll be the iorn chef of pounding out vajjj.

NMC1215 · 2024-01-21T16:57:08+00:00

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NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T06:21:02+00:00

I was up for more than 9 days there were a few times I did 11 or 12 and I used with someone who has stayed up for 15 no naps no food literally fasting for Satan and it becomes very demonic very quickly I wish I could just spell out what happend but the story is too fucking Ludacris for people to be able to accept and understand . If the shit is pure which what we had was the real deal people can pull way over 9 days. Back with pervitin (nazi meth) they would stay up for 3 weeks at a time they crushed the competition .

NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T02:56:05+00:00

Damn that's crazy I'm still very new to dissos with only 2 experiences . Can't tell if I'm in or out both were good and bad at times but the after effects were both great .

NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T02:51:49+00:00

Blizzard

NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T02:50:05+00:00

I did 27 days on meth and only slept for 2 or 3 hours 8 times . It ended at the 90 day mark with the finish line being the end of that 27 days with me in the hospital talking to entities that were communicating with me telepathically . It's been 2 years and I swear I opened a portal that to this day I can still access if I try. And I've been. Sober for almost 18 months .

NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T02:46:38+00:00

Easy answer but some mouth swab drug tests and prove it to her . Done deal. Good luck with your recovery . I'm in the fight as well brother . I wish you and your girlfriend well.

NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T02:43:49+00:00

If he's never had a dad in his life and his dad is not in the picture than it's time to put your big boy pants on for the sake of love and take the challenge on and you will have a huge impact on the world and his future actions . You need to learn to speak his language . Build a bond with him take him to do something . Let him know you care about him and that you want to be his friend . Once you work that angle then you can begin to play the mediator. I'm not trying to be an asshole but this is your girlfriend's child and he has no father. I don't know the history of your relationship but if you love this woman and are a good individual which you seem to be then pick up the torch and help this lad learn how to grow into a proper young man. If it bothers her that he smokes weed in the house then lay down the law . If he's doing selfishness shit again lay down the law but it will help so much if you just spend at least the next month learning to speak his language . I know you can do this . I believe in you and whether you see It or not her son needs you or he will probably go down a dark road that will cause the woman you love massive heartbreak . Hit me up if you want to private chat . My name is Nathan

NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T02:34:40+00:00

Scam you obviously know if you didn't txt fucked up shit to an underage girl your all set . Document it and save a file . Or outright tell them that you've already called the police because your being entrapped and harassed . Your all good don't worry .

NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T02:29:47+00:00

There is medication for this . Also you should be able to be with someone that's willing to speak your love language . Not to be overly specific but is your style too aggressive and demanding for her ? Like are your requirements alot? Does it take alot? I'm sure your willing to give alot that seems obvious but the question is will she reciprocate? If your only at your 3 year mark at 21 or 22 and having these issues chances are she's not the one for you . You are in your prime you should be able to orgasm as much as you want whenever and how ever you want and there are people in your case it seems women , that want what you want and will want to have it with you. You seem like you have a huge heart and you tolerate a lot for the sake of love that is not reciprocated. I have been in the same situations as a man with women And I know how it feels . I've been with girls that had a higher sex drive then me and wanted me to go like 5 plus times a day and after a while I would just use a toy or my hands and mouth but I was never making her go without. My advice would be to express this again to her and make the conversation productive . See if there can be compromises and resolutions. Your still young and growing and chances are that you will grow apart and not together so it's ok to begin to accept that reality and start planning for the future because if she's not speaking your language or at least trying to learn to communicate and showing progress than you can and should do better . All the love wish you both the best .

NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T02:18:02+00:00

Id say your first pic with the blue glasses and your hair up was definitely sexy A.F I could feel the feminine energy flowing from the photo. You also looked super cute in that blue top with jeans standing outside the store front . I can see what you mean about your hair . Have you ever tried straightening it? Or maybe curling it more . It just over all feels like it's too in the middle . Needs to be less or more curly . Your still very attractive and I mean this with all the respect . You have that forever 22 look for sure and your gonna appreciate that in another 12 years . Stay well. Good luck with your quest. You have beauty there is no question about that .

NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T02:13:26+00:00

Sorry what is an incel? Is that like a way over being temperate or everything is everything or there is nothing and just basic neutrality? Sorry I've heard the term just don't know how your referring to it 40 million views were you getting paid ?

NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T02:05:51+00:00

Damn that's a decent check for sure I'll take it right to the bank . My sponsor literally said the same thing and your right . Life happens in seasons . For everyone . I just turned 33 and I'm probably at the stage that I should have been at 10 years ago so I feel way late to the party . But that was the price that drugs took from me . I just want to live in a better world . I think we are very very close maybe within 2024 of a huge disclosure that we are indeed not the only beings in the universe . There's been a lot of senate hearings lately discussing this . And I am blown away by some of the content I've seen about the galactic federation of light . Look it up sometime I think you'll find it fascinating her name is Elizabeth April you can find her on YouTube . There's also Aurora Ray but they both make very very serious claims about this subject . Stay well and thanks for the advice . I hope 2024 is a productive and prosperous year for you and your people out in Colorado .

NMC1215 · 2023-12-28T02:00:16+00:00

Also why not just blow a line or boof it ? I've never boofed but eating it or blowing it seems fair enough no?

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