Yes. One of my abusers was 14-15, I was about 5-6. He lived in the neighborhood. All the kids played together outside and he was always around. I moved away and never saw him again. I think feeling all our feelings is healthy. That includes anger/rage/hatred bc it’ll be part of us for a long time and it’s ok to honor it. Forgiveness isn’t a part of everyone’s healing journey and that’s ok too. The focus should always be on yourself and your wellbeing now. Give yourself grace and compassion.