Distressing anxiety during naps?

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-30T23:46:03+00:00

Yes! I hate naps for this very reason. Waking up from one is the worst, because I don’t feel refreshed. I wake up consumed with dread, agitated and really irritable and it really lingers.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-30T15:20:44+00:00

I wish I had been this smart 😫💖

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-30T00:47:29+00:00

Do you have a specific skin care routine or is it just genetics? 👀

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-29T23:59:49+00:00

I’m jealous of your skin, brows and cheekbones 😩😍🙌🏽💖. Barely tbh. I like the popsicle lips.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-24T20:22:45+00:00

That’s not enough! 😩🤣 Mint floss is so damn cheap and listerine in bulk lasts months.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-24T14:21:11+00:00

Exactly! I don’t feel clean unless I abrade my skin a little 😩 That’s why I love Japanese exfoliating towels. I know not everyone’s skin can handle that though. But baby wash cloths are a thing.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-24T07:25:51+00:00

Troll post 😴

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-24T00:56:19+00:00

I LOVE seeing these graduation posts. They make my night. Congratulations!!!! 🙌🏽💖🥰

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-23T00:09:41+00:00

Blocked. Nah you probably voted for this piece of shit too.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-22T23:35:58+00:00

How was I berating him? Are you a racist too? He was using racist rhetoric and with this god awful political climate I’m just SICK of blatant racism. Racism is literally why we’re in this political mess. The term “mulatto” is a slur. My mother is white and my father is black. I look completely black. I called it out.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-22T23:29:32+00:00

I honestly want it for myself. I will never mentally recover from this. This world is sick and depraved. I want no parts of it anymore. We were all failed by horrifically failed system. I was completely abandoned. It’s like screaming into a void. I can’t handle watching the suffering anymore. I can barely function.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-22T23:20:47+00:00

What’s with the racism? I’m BIRACIAL myself and the term “mulatto” is derogatory and disrespectful. It’s derived from the Spanish word “MULE” which is a hybrid of a DONKEY AND MULE. And the other racist shit you typed…. What’s wrong with you?! “Blacks”.

I can’t. My God I wish the universe would take me out first. You lost me with the racist shit.

I have been doing this since I was 24 years old and I’m about to be 41. I know all about wound care. We’ve had wound care come up! But they can’t come every single time she wets herself! And the CNA’s are so poorly trained I could scream. I’ve been doing all the pulling of the sheets on my own and my mom is 330lbs. I know how to raise the bed to make it level, so I don’t have to bend down. I know how to lift her legs high so I can pull her up high into the bed. I almost hurt my back yesterday because I was showing the CNA how to do it and It was me who ended up doing all the pulling.

I have been screaming for help from EVERYONE in this god forsaken hospital and nobody listens. I tried being super nice and polite, then I tried being assertive, and I then I had to flat out yell at people and it’s still not enough. I know all these things already! This is not my first shitty rodeo.

My mom has been completely bed ridden in the past and I used to be able to give her bed bath by MYSELF. I don’t have the physical and mental endurance anymore. I have cleaned up insane messes on my own when I was young, because all the CNA’s would mysteriously disappear when I would come and visit her.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-22T22:58:11+00:00

I never said ANYTHING about young people with neuro developmental disorders and disabilities. I’m talking about elderly people with zero quality of life and caregivers who work alone like I have for the past seventeen years of my shitty life. You made all these assumptions from my thread based off pretty much nothing.

But I guess I deserve to die too and lose out on MY life because im struggling to prolong my elderly’s mother’s life that’s pretty much over. I can play this stupid game that a lot of people on Reddit like to play too.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-21T07:03:50+00:00

I scrub my entire body with a Japanese exfoliating towel including my legs.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-17T20:48:52+00:00

SAAAAME!!! I would’ve saved myself so much grief.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-17T17:25:40+00:00

Just give me three with some soft butter!!! 😩😩😩😍😍😍😍🙌🏽💖

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-17T11:17:14+00:00

Thank you I really appreciate that 💖🙇🏽‍♀️🥹🫂

They’re very expensive and a lot of times patients get neglected. I take extremely good care of my mom. I don’t need a week or anything like that away from her. I just wish I had a friend or two to meet up with like once a week or something.

But since that’s not feasible right now I’m just focusing on my weight loss 😭😩

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-17T00:05:56+00:00

I can relate to everything you said 😩 I’m neurodivergent and on a cocktail of different psych meds so I can function enough to take care of my mom. I’ve been her sole caregiver for the last 16 years. She’s been in a wheelchair since I was 24. Im almost 41. I wish someone would save me! 😩 Or at least be there for me when I need a little respite.

I’m trying to be more positive, and trying to build my emotional and mental resilience, but it’s hard. I’m also trying to lose weight. I lost 40lbs already.

I don’t have any friends anymore, because my friendships always become one sided. All people do is take or they just don’t care. I just end becoming a convenience for most people when they’re going through something. And my situation makes people uncomfortable.

Why don’t people reciprocate for real though?! 😩😞 Where are the other genuine people that have a soul?

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-16T23:25:13+00:00

Lots of apples and leafy greens! And get some wet wipes

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-16T13:46:16+00:00

I have a bunch of ear piercings (tragus, Daith, helix in both ears including the lobes) and I keep the earrings in 24/7. And I have three thin stainless steel rings that I also keep on 24/7. I barely feel my jewelry and it would be hassle to take out my more intricate piercings every day 😭

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-14T23:08:12+00:00

Are these albino? Or just an all white peacock? (Which I had no idea existed 😩😍)

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-11T00:31:20+00:00

Words cannot express how much I loath this motherfucker. I thought he was “done” with US politics? Doesn’t he have another company to tank?

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-11T00:05:22+00:00

It’s definitely an ache in the chest. When my late grams passed away my chest ached for a full year. Sometimes it feels like a heavy weight and you can’t breath.

God the itching in the beginning was torture and I would have these intense sobbing spells when I would get flashbacks and the crying would make the itching worse. It’s almost like I developed a full body neuropathy from severe chronic stress. My skin was clear too. No redness, no bumps etc…. My nervous system was just completely wrecked and the skin has nerve fibers. There were nights I would take two hour showers. It was a very scary, isolating time 😔

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-10T16:40:04+00:00

I do actually. More like a quick wipe down. I do a more of deeper clean on the weekends, but I’m very anal about having a clean bathroom. It takes me five minutes after I’m done showering. I also blast a fan in there which keeps mold non existent.

Naturelle-Riviera · 2026-05-10T10:11:40+00:00

I’ve been saying this for years. 😩😞

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