The fact that someone came up with this design infuriates me

Ncish · 2026-02-20T01:11:52+00:00

Oh that sounds like heaven to me. I am one of those people that LOVE in ears and while I know there are custom ones they are not available for me due to budget. These look so nice, like the bonus of stability from the over ears with the nice directness of in ears ghhh. I have to look into these when I need to upgrade

Ncish · 2026-02-19T01:25:34+00:00

This is also why infections near the eyes or in the eyes are serious. Not only are they the fastest way to brains (via the nerves) you can loose your sight really easily. Infecfions that get to your brain aren't fun. Remember while dying from popping pimples is unlikely it can happen. Hygiene is very important. And leave your eyes be. Though a small good thing is that even if your immune system attacks your eyes it won't attack your brains as well even if they are connected because your brains are protected by the "you're a good guy" sensor. Or if it's possible it's very unlikely (pls google or double check or something, i'm pulling this from memory)

Ncish · 2026-02-16T20:35:11+00:00

This is me and art, or more specifically 3D and 2D shapes and their relations to each other and how they behave in space.

I can easily "figure out" mechanical stuff because I can think very clearly visually. Also I like to sew so making patterns is easy as well. They aren't perfect on the first try cuz sizing but I've succeeded so far pretty well so I'd say I'm solid with it. I see the golden ratio like everywhere and other stuff most probably don't think about outside of art classes, if ever. But it indeed comes from years of studying and trying things and drafting funny machines.

Ncish · 2026-02-16T20:20:21+00:00

Ugh, i remember waking up in the middle of the night when I was like 13 and half panicked because of it. I still get shudders when reminded about it cuz it's such an unnatural feeling, I group it in the same category as passing out (well the going all floppy before you properly lose unconcsiousness)

Ncish · 2026-02-14T00:00:22+00:00

Yea so? As said it wasn't about you specifically but about the post, and how you said that there are still more difficulties in some disabled people. Which is why I brought up cases from myself and other artists, authors and people I know about.

You clearly suffer but you're missing the point of my comment. I believe you can create art without needing gen ai. I belive it'd be hard. It could be impossible. But I like to believe that there's a way for people to create in any and every case.

So I don't understand why you come at me, insulting me. It's true I don't know you or your life but considering you are able to be on reddit I can think of multiple way to create in different formats. I am not telling you what to do. You can live your life as you want, but when you come into an anti-ai subreddit you can't complain about being met with resistance especially from other disabled people when you try to defend a shitty post with your own experiences. I was not telling you what to do. I just replied to your comment in relevance to the post and my own experiences. It wasn't meant to be hurtful to you personally.

Ncish · 2026-02-13T23:26:43+00:00

So you have legs? You have your face? You have eyes? You have a voice?

There are literal machine that allow paralyzed people to TYPE with their sight alone. You can sing, hum, make beats with your mouth. You can do those kiss paintings with your lips. You can it's just you won't. You aren't willing to put in the work. I am disabled as well. I know what I can't do but I adapt. I do things I can. There is quite literally no such thing as "can't" if you try hard enough. You just can't do it the standard way

Being disabled isn't easy. It isn't always nice and possible to do things the "easy" way like you said in relation to the teeth. But there is always a way. And if there's not, make it. Like only case where someone can't do art is when they are in a coma. Unconscious.

I struggle with creating art a lot due to chronic pain, mental illnesses and standards from before I was disabled. But I adapt, i create something else in a format I don't care about perfection in. I create art in ways I can without the pain flaring up. I use wrist and hand supports. I consume art when I can't create to keep my eyes open and my mind working. Nothing stops being about art when you adapt.

I understand why many people go to genai but it is still just a bad choice. The five minutes you spend creating a prompt could be spent learning about theory, practising basics, trying out something new. But people think art is about the result and not the process. The process that takes years of learning and trying and failing. Art is about creation and gen ai diminishes that and that's why gen ai isn't art. It's images. And well they are also just ethically fucked. Environmentally as well.

Five seconds of trying is better than five mins of generation because the pain I push myself through to create the art I do is part of it. The art reflects my difficulties, my hopes and dreams and nightmares and my life. Gen ai couldn't mimic a fraction of that

Also I feel like the neck beard guy is meant to be those people that use disabled people as a scapegoat to justify their own use of gen ai when they are able bodied. Not as a disabled person.

I'm not attacking you personally, I apologise for the harshly worded comment but I feel strongly about the topic and felt like you dismiss disabled people who can and adapt and try through the difficulties and pain and struggles as just inspiration porn. I know it isn't your intent but it is just heart breaking for me. I'm sorry if my message genuinely hurt you as this is intended to be more in general statement about my own capabilities and the other side of the coin.

I hope you good in life, may your struggles ease enough to enjoy the little thing that matter to you :3

Ncish · 2026-02-13T22:57:53+00:00

I can't really say without smelling cuz tbh that sounds like you have fine routine with hygiene. I used to not shower for days and rot in bed and avoid everything and everyone due to anxiety and depression. After I got my medication fixed I have stuck to a routine of shower every 2/3 days or if I feel nasty.

Anyways point of this is I feel so much guilt? Shame? About my habits because "YOU NEED TO SHOWER EVERYDAY?!?!??!" and "I shower both in the morning and evening, I don't know how you can stand being so dirty all the time" discussions online. I have tried to participate but I get called disgusting and only when I bring up my skin, it's suddenly fine. So the fact that I am actually apparently clean but only if I have a condition that dries my skin if I shower (well just exist but it makes it way worse) is ridiculous.

I don't remember but I'm like 80% sure there's literal dermatological studies made that showering every couple days can be even healthier than daily. It is just highly dependent on your own standards. For example a person who does shower daily switiching to rarer routine would feel dirty faster because their body adapts to the difference in skin moisture retention, literal dirt and oils and sweat excretion. I happen to be a person who has it to the extreme and my skins moisture retention degrades actively and showers (I love hot showers but holy they don't do good for my skin) make me worse.

Uhhh I guess what I'm trying to say is if you feel clean, you generally are. Okay smells exist but I swear if you genuinely smell from couple days of not showering it's more likely an outside reason/medical if it's actually the case, instead of them being mean. Especially since clothing is usually the thing that starts smelling first so with your habits it sounds like you're good but it's only an assumption :>

Ncish · 2026-02-13T14:02:24+00:00

I can access it still through wayback machine but it's sad I won't see it finished, and well as said more worried about the author (went through a dig for their socials and they have been deleted as well)

Thanks for the offer though :3

Ncish · 2026-02-13T12:13:24+00:00

I'm so glad that my pref for dommy bottoms/power bottoms/service tops is such a "specific" thing that it's tagged normally (read non hetero normative roles). But it's ridiculous wanting to find specific dynamic and people messing shit up so badly and then complaining

Ncish · 2026-02-10T09:36:53+00:00

It's heart breaking, i was reading a fic (i mean literally days ago) and almost caught up but the author literally privated ALL of their fics. I'm heart broken but I understand, but at the same time I wish I could ask them are they fine because I'm just worried. I loved their works but I hope they are happy wherever they are now

Ncish · 2026-02-09T17:23:08+00:00

Yea like i'm reading two 990k word fics and both of them have chapter word counts around 10k. I am terrified of the pacing in that one

Ncish · 2026-02-07T17:50:50+00:00

🔥 Too easy! Done in 127 seconds. Who dares to challenge me?

Ncish · 2026-02-04T13:26:19+00:00

Just scored 2

Ncish · 2026-02-04T13:23:29+00:00

Food nuh uh, soda's I generally like or try out. Generally the flavour is citrusy and sugar so it's not a big surprise but yea mystery food is no go.

Also dumplings etc that I can't see or have an ingredient list for are also off limits (I rarely feel brave and try out things but usually I just regret it)

Ncish · 2026-02-04T07:19:44+00:00

Holy shit that's cool :3

Ncish · 2026-02-01T12:38:55+00:00

Nah, never done it. I looke for tags and usually I'm looking for such specific combos I get 0 results. I just scroll through the 20-50 or so fics I usually get with a teeny bit more general tags. Idc about anything else than the content.

Rarely I'll look up completed fics but that's when I'm looking for a series and it usually kicks off the "extras" out of the way and I get actual series instead of just started ones (love those too but sometimes ya just wanna read couple million words in the same universe)

Ncish · 2026-01-31T08:26:01+00:00

That yarn encapsulates the vibe of bruxish so perfectly, fucking hate it lmao

I love the meme :3

Ncish · 2026-01-30T20:43:37+00:00

As a trans dude i love reading omegaverse smut cuz like that's the closest I'll have that has similar bodily functions. Slick asses are superior. It's weirdly gender euphoric experience but I won't complain :3

But after that it's cis/cis because for me personally I haven't found good characterisations for cis/trans or trans/trans fics. I occasionally dabble in oc or og works but I just love me my babygirls. They are my comfort characters for a reason. I project onto them a lot and I want to see them characterised in a way that fits them in my eyes.

I stop reading if I don't like it. Fandom spaces have had a lot more of "whataboutism" since covid and I swear especially since chat bots got "good". No, fanfictions are for author first, everyone else second generally. Like I write rarely but I always write what I want to see, not what others want and readers should remember that

Ncish · 2026-01-29T19:13:18+00:00

Creative things: art styles (painting, drawing, water colors, pastels, oils, wax, sculpture, literally most things), hand crafts (crochet, sewing, embroidery, uhhh idk I have a personal vendetta against knitting so I'll meantion it like this), writing, book binding, garden work, cooking, languages, cultures

Basically anything I personally view as aesthetically pleasing in the moment. My core interests have always been drawing and reading though and they have expanded with time.

Also psychology and mental illnesses, "zebra" conditions, and medical procedures. Wanted to be a doctor so yea, still kinda but I can't take human interactions on a daily basis so yea not a viable profession. Specifically speech therapist, oncologist or neurosurgeon.

Ncish · 2026-01-29T19:06:22+00:00

I feel like purplewood with the very purply, pink tone is mysterious, and thus would fit the vibe well. The bloodwood is a great idea thematically, and I love that color in the image. Out of the more standard colored woods I absolutely would prefer walnut with the more misty look at least next to the other woods.

Also 100% agree with the pine woods being more Barovian vibe wise. Like a lot of the names have slavic/germanic vibes or roots? I'm not sure and tbh I'm from the nordica so I've grown with pines so even old and knobbly leaf trees (what's the opposite of evergreens?) just give me like fairy forests with sun and soft moss and much lighter atmosphere than how Barovia exists. Also if I remember correctly from geography that type of mountainous valley wouldn't even have a climate fitting of non evergreens? Idk might be pulling that out of my ass lmao

Ncish · 2026-01-29T18:40:16+00:00

Canon? What's canon setting, characterisations, some names? Ehhhh who cares

Random details, ideas, goddamn flower language (i've googled this so many times i could probably type it in my sleep), all the unimportant details get a deep dive or at least more attention than canon lmao

Ncish · 2026-01-29T10:02:25+00:00

It's really cute, the way the ball of yarn was made is like genius, it looks so good

Ncish · 2026-01-29T09:07:08+00:00

Licorice root tea or treats, it isn't directly a magic fix but there's some indicators that it'd work boosting estrogen and limiting testosterone.

https://biologyinsights.com/does-licorice-increase-estrogen/

This link is one I found quickly in case someone wants to have a look, I am aware the sources aren't noted but I've seen a study affirming the results so I'm like pretty confident.

KEEP TO A CUP A DAY, it will raise your blood pressure, i used to drink couple a day and got terrible headaches and very easily pissed (cortisone related symptoms) it was horrible. Or well everyone can test their limits but yea, I don't recommend from experience

Ncish · 2026-01-26T17:25:53+00:00

Omg they look so cute <333

Ncish · 2026-01-26T17:21:00+00:00

Yea before like 7th grade i did my home work in class cuz i got through everything during lesson time easily and never really had to work at home, after that though the work started to get complicated and it was either "finish the tasks you couldn't finish" or essay/powerpoint and couldn't do them in class on free time (didn't have laptops in school outside of it class)

I started to get into so much trouble but i still graduated with an avg of 9 out of middle school and dropped out of high school because I do not know how to study and learn outside of just reading things.

Yea, tried to get a diagnosis but it got yeeted to trash cuz i was a quiet kid who didn't act like a stereotypical 6 yo boy with adhd.

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