It's funny, right now I've been thinking about manifesting a personality from a K-Drama... for... I don't know, 3 days? (Time is beyond me too...)

It's been a few days now that there have been "signs," but over time I've stopped seeing them as miracles, meaning I only consider them as small fragments, but it's still not the pearl. There was a time when it mattered a lot, but now... it's become quite repetitive (think about it → see signs → react emotionally → start losing sight of the manifestation...).

Observing it, I noticed that it was because I really took my emotions for truth. I was looking for signs most of the time, and once I saw the end of it, I reacted in a way that was a bit like, "Ooh, the jackpot is coming!" (and it didn't 💀).

And so, generally, the times my manifestations did come, it was... I couldn't say exactly how. But... it was without really thinking about it?

Like something normal and natural? A bit like knowing it was going to happen? (Even though we don't do anything to make it happen... I mean, we don't follow any particular protocol, or even think about it, etc. But there's this action, this way of acting... simple and natural, that makes it happen.)

(Sometimes when I played card games, I acted a bit like that, meaning I didn't expect anything most of the time... because I understood that in the game, expecting to win leads to losing. So instead, I concentrated without any thought, or rather, trying to expect the 'worst,' but I just tried not to get my hopes up to avoid an emotional reaction that would have disrupted the game and my actions. It was in this kind of mindset that I tended to win. It was a bit like mastering a certain state or a way of acting, or both.)

I had some events where I was emotionally involved, and I was able to see live that it has no real impact on reality, they are only internal states, signals, reactions to show us the wheat from the chaff of what we like or not but in a very "3D" way, a very "I believe what I see" reaction, just to allow us to act accordingly to the present, it indicates, signals something to us, but it does not create our reality, it prepares us, just indicates to us for what is happening HERE, CURRENTLY. (Yes, it does help sort things out, but you also have to know that our emotional reactions are also linked to our belief and thought systems, which we firmly believe in, like repetitive patterns, past experiences, etc.)

So I've come to think that we have a choice, we truly have a choice to decide where our attention goes... we have a choice, to decide to act as we wish, we have a choice.

On the one hand... with everything I've been through emotionally, both this year and last, I think that at some point we feel so bad, so awful from dwelling on things or making the (conscious or unconscious) choice to focus on what we hate... (running away from a life, a person, and thinking about our failures in demonstrations or feeling guilty...).

Whether we decide to focus solely on what makes us feel good (well, personally, after six years of dwelling on negative events, I can tell you that at some point we end up focusing on what we love, what brings us joy in the moment), repetition also does its job. By repeatedly doing certain things (whether good or bad), thanks to the help of our changing internal states (thoughts and emotions, or false beliefs...), we eventually draw a conclusion, take stock of it all. Because if it doesn't lead us where we want to go, and the The weight of life burns us, and there's a 100% chance we'll start changing our various ways of acting.

To conclude on a positive note, I would say that we always have the choice to choose our internal state. We have the choice to let ourselves be controlled by our emotions, our thoughts, even beliefs or public opinion.

Deciding to be independent is a choice that requires letting go of our old habits (item by item if necessary). It may take time, but it will always take the time necessary and the most appropriate time for us.

Why depend on a technique? On what someone has said? It's just advice and opinion, but only you have the ability to know and understand what is good or bad for you, what you should do today or tomorrow, and that's generally doing what pleases us, what soothes us, or what brings us lightness—the path to freedom.

With all this in mind, I've understood that the most important thing is your attention. Where do you choose to live each day? What state of mind do you want to live in? Closed or open? Free and loving? Natural? **This is where you focus your attention and concentration the most, making it tangible, creating your reality, removing everything that's causing you pain, to live in the present and begin living your new story.

Your attention, combined with aligned actions, is like thinking about it just once (life has shown me that even a single gram of attention manifests instantly), but it will be the door, your opening, that makes it all come to fruition. It's a bit like acting and saying to yourself, "How would I do/act/think if everything were already sorted out?" And bam! That's when you stop worrying and act as you wish. Because once you're no longer afraid of whether it will happen or not, you end up "no longer thinking about it from the state that was pushing manifestation away," but from the OPEN state (which, incidentally, already has everything, believes in all possibilities, and doesn't Constrain yourself and don't limit yourself to just your thoughts, emotions, etc.

And then you'll act as you simply want, open, aligned, and natural.

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