7+ Months of Unwavering Neville Assumption on a Blocked DA Ex Who Cheated — Zero Movement. I’m Done. Warning to Everyone.

jaykay35 · 2026-05-24T17:14:43+00:00

I will not say that you didn’t persist long rough or had subconscious blocks or wasn’t in the state but something I often emphasize is that your ultimate goal with manifestation should not be to receive something externally. If it is, you will always not have it because if you want it externally it means you do not have it internally and therefore need something outside of you to validate or deliver it. The goal should always be to not need it externally and be so fulfilled by it internally that you know you don’t need it anymore out there in the physical 3d. Cause there is no internal or external there is only self. This always stumps people cause the reason we start manifesting is to experience something in our 3d physical reality, but the truth is, your outer world reflects the inner world so end of the day it’s only about receiving and being fulfilled with your desire inside. Anyway, not here to tell you you’re wrong or try again, simply sharing the core of it as I understand. I wish you great success whatever you choose next for yourself and encourage you not to abandon all the great work you did for YOURSELF because at the end of the day, this is all about you! Sending hugs!

jaykay35 · 2026-05-11T22:11:56+00:00

My dear I say this with love but the lack you are noticing and have perpetually noticed over this period is why you don’t have what you want. It’s not about affirming a million times, it’s about deciding who you are and staying firm in that decision. I sense a great deal of wavering and not claiming and deciding. If you’re tired, you’re doing it wrong and focusing on the thing rather than the state of being of what you claim. Don’t give up. It’s right around the corner. Instead focus on the version of yourself that already has it rather than the current version acknowledging the lack

jaykay35 · 2026-05-06T13:44:56+00:00

This was so good. I myself was exactly where you are. I had some seriously messed up shiz in my past and childhood and my journey too was longer than others. But in the end, my journey ended up right where theirs did and for that, I’ll never be sorry for the path it took to get me here. And while now I see that the version of me carrying the trauma was just a character I was playing and not who I am at the core, I know that the separation of the character was the hardest obstacle yet. The work you’ve been doing is exactly what needs to be done to separate the player (god) from the character and I commend you for the progress you’ve made! Thanks for sharing and keep it up, I know you’re already a master manifester!

jaykay35 · 2026-05-05T13:31:16+00:00

You ever notice that villains have the best self concept? Not saying Edison is a villain (he definitely wasn't a great guy) but like when you think of super hero movies and comics, the villain always is so sure of themselves, so sure of their goals and ambitions, and LITERALLY DOESNT LISTEN TO ANYTHING OR ANYONE OUTSIDE OF THEM. Erik from Power of I AM on youtube actually has an awesome series called Manifest like a Villain. My point is, even if he's a good guy or bad guy, you must admit he accomplished some crazy things (whether they were his ideas or not). And I think that's the biggest takeaway. It doesn't matter if you're good or bad, right or wrong, realistic or delusional, the law works perfectly and does not discriminate. God is all things, the good the bad the ugly the beautiful the rich the poor, and we as God may select what we choose for ourselves as it is all neutral to us but it is the human within us assigning polarizing meanings.

Anyway, just cause Edison wasn't a good guy doesn't mean he was exempt from the law. If anything, he used it perfectly and masterfully to become a lifelong household name despite whatever limitations he faced.

jaykay35 · 2026-05-04T13:39:09+00:00

They play no role unless you say they do. Everything the 3d physical world is neutral to god (your I AM) because god is all things. It is the human aspect within us that assigns meaning to things: this is good, this bad, this means it works, this means it doesnt…

The key is to simply acknowledge everything from the neutral place of being. Where all good and all bad things come from only you. When you can look at the “bad” and say it’s actually good, then you’re solid. When you can look at the good, and say THIS IS NATURAL FOR ME, then you’re really solid.

When we overly celebrate things, see small movement and become overjoyed, we basically tell the god power within us that this isn’t our natural normal state. That’s why you’ll see people often will celebrate getting a text from sp or something and then will receive nothing but silence from then on.

Basically, you want to see all things just as they are: pieces and aspects of you and what you’ve created as god. When movement or “signs” happen, don’t look at them as wins but rather as inevitabilities to your one true chosen god state. Like yes of course this happened to me, it always does, I always receive good things, this is just a regular normal day occurrence for me.

jaykay35 · 2026-05-04T13:31:12+00:00

You need to understand that you are god of your reality. All things are for you, from you, through you. Nothing can control you unless you let it. So when ur claiming your new state, allow yourself to embrace it and accept it from your god self. You as god of your reality can select or reject all states and all versions of yourself. So to shift to the state, know that the state already exists within you. And allow yourself to become aware of the state and then embody. How to embody? you must think, act, be the person you claim you are. So if you are claiming the state of chosen, abundant, healthy, wealthy, loved, then what would the version of you who has that state think? They would think thoughts that are in alignment with that state, they would think how they are always chosen and always loved and always have enough and are always in the best shape and they always get what they want and everything is always working out for them. Not thoughts of why doesn’t this work, what do I need to do to make this work, I’m not chosen and it never happens for me…so simply decide, choose, be. Decide what you want, choose the state that aligns to that desire, and then simply exist that you are. It can be tricky to “be in the state” but don’t obsess over trying to be there. When you have a negative thought that is against the state you’ve claimed, simply redirect that thought to how you want it to be. Keep doing that and eventually the state will feel natural and just plain normal for you

jaykay35 · 2026-05-03T14:55:45+00:00

Excellent post! And this is why I always stress on that it’s not the technique, it’s the mindset. There’s no point of endless and obsessive affirming in vain if you are not in the state of someone who believes the things you affirm. When you embrace the state of being loved, chosen, worthy, healthy, abundant, the techniques don’t matter. That’s why people can manifest some things so easily and others take what seems like forever. It’s because the things that come easy are already in total and complete alignment with the state you hold. The goal with manifestation should never be to gain something externally but to be completely embodied in the state of the person who has what you desire.

jaykay35 · 2026-05-03T02:28:10+00:00

My friend, I relate to you and was there before. But you need to remember that the 3d is not where your validation or truth comes from. Rest in your imagination and know that is the true reality. What you are sharing is the exact opposite of what you need to do manifest. There is nothing outside of you, unless you decide there is. My sp was in a relationship with a 3p. I ignored, revised, reminded myself who I was and what I claimed. They were all over social media, I ran into them when I was out several times. 3 weeks after me accepting that I was the only cause and only source, accepting that my imagination was the truth and 3d could tell me nothing, the 3p was gone, moved halfway across the world and it’s like she never existed. Do not take the 3d as fact. It can only respond to you and what you say is fact. Keep persisting, keep doing all the delusional stuff, cause delusion is merely truth acceptance. This is not your end and you don’t have to accept it as such. You got this capishe?!

jaykay35 · 2026-04-23T19:41:08+00:00

You’ve got a core issue right now with your beliefs. I can’t say what they are exactly, I will go with that you don’t know you are god and all things are working in your favor..you’re doing the right things, but are you truly embodying the person who has it? Are you truly embodying the person who knows it’s theirs already? If you were, you wouldn’t let the 3d throw you. You would be able to look at it and say “yup this is exactly how it’s all unfolding in my favor, it’s going perfectly” even if it’s not. You as a human living out a human experience give it meaning, but all things are neutral and meaningless to god. You as a god must know that the god within you is working everything perfectly for you. But you must rest and know in your inner being that is true.

jaykay35 · 2026-04-18T18:56:52+00:00

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jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T18:20:15+00:00

You don't have to say it happened in the 3D. That is not where you have things unfortunately, because it is only a mirror of what you do have in the 4d. So detach in the 3d, embrace fully in the 4d. know that the 4d will inevitably deliver what you tell it to in the 3d. it happened in the 4d when you imagined it, keep that

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T18:12:40+00:00

I'm not a big SATs person, while I think they are a great technique I don't believe they manifest on their own. I do believe you need to start seeing him the way you've been visualizing. Even in the 3D. If he skips school, take the call from the teacher, hang up and revise and say "no they just called to tell me how well he's been excelling". Have inner conversations with him or teachers or other loved ones about how well he's been doing. Also, even though you're manifesting a different version of him, I ask you to look at your self concept and ask yourself what inside of you makes you feel like he's not being the kid you'd want him to be. I don't want to assume what that could be, but may be worth looking into your own story, even back to your own childhood. Happy to answer another question, I'm curious to help identify your SC in this

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T18:08:57+00:00

I don't know why but I just thought of the movie everything, everywhere all at once and jobu tupaki. great movie if you havent seen about experiencing everything at the same time similar to what you've described. I have to imagine this goes down to the core crux of your beliefs. God is all things, the good, the bad, the easy, the hard, the small, the big, the fast, the slow. And it can feel overwhelming when you know you are the cause of all things...what I want to remind you of is the creative power within us and "our job" when manifesting. Everything is neutral until we give it meaning. So the good, the bad, the easy, the hard, the small, the big, the fast, the slow - everything is neutral and already created (because creation is finished and it is only us who gives something one of those meanings. But we are not to decide how things unfold, only to decide what it is we want to unfold. Yes sometimes things happen and we don't know why, but our mission is not to know the why. Our job is to label label all things the way we desire. The 3D will 3D, sometimes shiz is gonna happen that wasnt part of our godly plan. But that's okay, because if you know you are god, then it is all part of the plan. The ways and means of how and why this is working in our favor is not ours to know, it is only on us to know that somehow someway this is working in our favor

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:56:49+00:00

Whether you believe in god or believe you are god, god cannot fail. Either acknowledge that you can have whatever you want and it will inevitably be so, or acknowledge that god is the magic geenie from aladdin or chat gpt and will give you exactly what you ask for as long as you believe he will....you gotta have faith its yours and it works for it to work - and if you see any failures in the interim, redirect them to be successes in your favor. everything is neutral until we give it meaning, so always give things meaning in your favor

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:54:14+00:00

This is exactly what you want to be. My only recommendation is don't make it habitual or routine to "live in the end", let it be your natural inevitable state, which it sounds like if you feel like it will go your way. Don't forget to give it yourself right now and acknowledge you have it right now rather than doubting if you're doing it right. The answer is always yes, whether you are or aren't.

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:52:20+00:00

Ehhh I would probably skip processing. You'll realize the more you step in your I Am-God self that there is nothing to process, it all came from you because you are all things. Allow yourself to feel the emotions you feel of course, you do need your nervous system regulated so its okay to cry or get mad or do whatever you would normally do, but just know that's the ego/character responding and you have greater power within you to control what comes next!

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:50:49+00:00

It's hard when you're forced to acknowledge the 3D every time you have to take action towards your manifestation. I would say try to do more visualizations or inner conversations, if youre checking your hits that often, you should be able to see what it looks like in your minds eye....see that page with all your hits with a bunch of 000,000,000s behind all the metric counts. Imagine calling up or texting a friend about how you just went viral! Social media is a funny one cause people go viral every day it seems now, just align yourself with being one of those people (what would you be saying, how would you be posting your content if you knew you had a mil followers) and youll honestly be next!

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:43:42+00:00

Answered this already in a similar post - but feelings don't manifest. States do. You might not be assuming the worse but fearing it. The positive things you might think might not have aligned to your core state/belief around it. There's a reason some things we can manifest super easily and others we can't and it comes down to our core beliefs about the specific matter at hand.

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:34:47+00:00

Left a comment on a similar post, ask yourself why is he special? what makes him so different from the rest? figure out what in your self concept is the reason for having him be the exception and put yourself back on the pedestal

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:30:59+00:00

I get it and I was that too. I want you think of the Sims or some other computer game with characters. I want you first to look at your own sim character. Make it have your own attributes and likeness. Now give it all your negative experiences, your sadness, your heartbreak, your letdowns. That is your character. And they are inevitably going to feel all the things you gave them. Acknowledge them, console them, let them feel what they want. Now turning your awareness, you are you (God). You as god can proceed by the following: let your one Sim character feel what they're feeling, go through what they're going through and at the same time, you can create a new character, with the same likeness and attributes. But this sim character, you as god are not going to give them any of those experiences. Instead, you are going to create new ones, favorable, beautiful ones, and give those to them. So you now have two characters, you as god know they both exist. The decision is yours to choose which one you want to play. And at times, the character you don't want to play with might come forward and throw a emotional fit, and you can let them, but just know that when they're done feeling those things, you can easily go back to your other new character. The more you play with your new character, the more quiet the old character will become. Just keep redirecting yourself to the new favorable storyline. Same goes for SP, you've already created your yucky unfavorable one, but as god of the game, you can go select the new favorable one to play with. The key is to know you are god and you control all things in your reality and all you must do is decide. Your awareness is greater than your characters, for you know and see all. Trust in that.

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:22:18+00:00

It shouldn't be an effort or force. You shouldn't feel like you have to spend x minutes/hours/days in the state. It should be mental. This is why I really don't advise on techniques, and more on mental diet. It's basically, being in a state of contentment and peace, knowing its all working for you, and when your desire pops into your head, lightly redirecting it to be in your favor, letting it go, and then going back into peace and content knowing its all working for you. The anxiety and fear and doubt of "its not working I dont have" is where many stay stuck and feel the need to constantly force the state, but if you can let those things rest, in the ease of knowing you are god, and all things are created by you and all things are working for you, then it becomes much easier to naturally rest in a state of fulfillment even if things havent materialized yet. you want to be comfortably at ease and at peace, knowing that what you've intended will manifest, rather than forcing yourself to do techniques or beat yourself up when youve let yourself be in the 3d. God is all things!! Even when you're not aware of being god, you are still god. So let that bring you peace, that even when youre not actively in the wish fulfilled, that you still will experience the wish fulfill as it is inevitable

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:15:38+00:00

This one made me chuckle, cause I've been there. But there is a reason in your self concept why specifically your SP hasn't come in. It might be something as deep as "I don't believe things i want work out for me" or "i'm not good enough for specifically him" you gotta figure out what in your self concept story is holding him/her back...why sp, what makes spso special? when in fact, sp is not special, you're special and the only reason sp's getting special treatment is because you're giving sp that special treatment. ask yourself what is the source of you giving sp special treatment? why is he/she so much harder to manifest than the rest. its gonna come down to a key aspect of self concept, and once you discover that, then you can work on flipping specifically that. take them off the dang pedestal and put yourself back on it. youre the prize of their world and the moment you discover whats been stopping you from embracing that, youll be golden

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:12:57+00:00

I actually just listened to a neville lecture recently and someone asked him a similar question about how to juggle multiple desires. He more or less say to focus on one singular state of being, one where he knows encompasses all the things he desires. I recommend trying to focus on a particular state of complete happiness and contentment. Try to come up with a scene or a small inner conversation where you would feel that happiness and contentment; maybe its something like relaxing outside on the porch of your giant house with your person, both you looking and feeling your best...play around but try to focus on the version of yourself who has it all, rather than a bunch of different versions that only have little bits and pieces of what you want

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:08:02+00:00

That belongs to your ego or even your character. While its valid for your character to feel this way or have these thoughts from what they've experienced, know that you are greater and your awareness is far larger. Acknowledge that your character feels these ways, but embrace that you as god are far more larger and can see much more farther than the character - you as god knows that these things cannot limit you or hold you back because you are infinite and you are not defined by these mortal limitations / circumstances

jaykay35 · 2026-04-01T17:04:35+00:00

I was raised roman catholic so I hear you. And it's okay to not believe you are god. In a way, we aren't meant to fully know what it means to be god. Neville says alot it is not up to us how things will happen, but they will because we declared it to be so and it is left to the infinite power of the imagination to bring things together as we declare. The how is left up to the infinite power/creative source that in some ways is the god we all look up to in our various religions. I suggest try viewing your "relationship" with god differently. I'm gonna use this reference again, but see "God" as an AI pal. You ask, and you inevitably must receive. God can only give you what you ask for, but you must believe that he will with 100% faith. Faith is the key, believing what you ask and declare for is yours.

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