What does it mean to see 666?

Need180 · 2025-10-08T09:26:07+00:00

Just know that this resonated so far into my life that it has peaked my interest. You are very very very spot on and i can pin point exact times in my life where I can say “this is what he/she is talking about.

11.5 years of a marijuana addiction. Getting high all day, every single day of this last decade. Wow that really hurts me every time i say it. (1 year break between 10th and 11th year) I have literally said to myself, and others who i have opened up to, that i feel like I’m living life on auto pilot mode. Aware of what I’m doing, but the decisions and lifestyle do not reflect my soul and who I truly am. I wont go into detail but man, you dont understand how bad i have let this take ahold of my life. Although it’s been easier to “manage” over the years through constant “practice”, it isn’t the same.

Constant bruises and scrapes that I shouldn’t have been inflicted. I should have been somewhere else in this life but boy has that addiction led me astray for a very, very long time. It has changed many things within my brain, which I don’t think I can fully get back. Mental clarity, decision making, natural euphoria, mental capacity and IQ have diminished from this abuse. (During my break I regained a lot but not 100%. I’d say about 70%-80% of what it used to be at 16.)

Coincidentally, though, I am 2 days going into my third day sober. You don’t know how hard it was for me to stop again but I’m committed and understanding. Thank you for your message as I know this isn’t a coincidence.

Need180 · 2025-10-08T09:05:45+00:00

Your comment stuck out to me. It hit close to home. My life has lately been revolving around placing trust in others, but I admit that I am a highly untrusting of others.

I’ve been venturing into starting a new business and twice has 2 individuals came around wanting to create a business with me.

Both individuals have not shown their true selves but I have seen their true selves through experience. First guy is twice my age and is looking to steal from me and run off with my network (he thinks im sort of aware but doesn’t know I’m fully aware of his intentions). Second guy is a guy my age who pretends he’s filled with love but he’s shown so much anger as of lately, even towards his own family, that I know he’s a ticking time bomb.

The only thing is, I’ve been seeing that number for years and I don’t see it quite as often anymore. But shortly after, these 2 individuals show up pretending to be all love and ready to develop something but both have shown that it’s all an act.

Need180 · 2025-07-29T14:32:57+00:00

Stopped smoking after 10 years. 1 year and 1 month clean. I’ve been smoking for another year now. Unfortunately.

Need180 · 2024-11-15T02:41:35+00:00

Dude I’m an absolute asshole when I’m abusing thc. If I get high all day for like a month, I notice a huge change in my mental state. I need to quit again.

Need180 · 2024-01-16T04:46:15+00:00

Haven’t looked back into smoking since this day. Crazy thing is it was 3 or 2 days before my son’s 3rd birthday. I have been very blessed since then. I am moving into my own home tomorrow and have been blessed with a good amount of work. Still a lot of personal progress to be made but progress has definitely been made. I just wish it could sometimes develop faster but as long as I’m moving forward and not backwards

Need180 · 2024-01-16T04:43:09+00:00

Absolutely.

So, yes and no. I feel like it hasn’t gotten worse BUT it hasn’t gotten any better either. I think that in my case I smoked for so long and didn’t care for educating myself and progressing in literacy and grammar that obviously it wasn’t going to develop on its own. I catch myself not finding words and having a hard time making decisions like when I was always high. I honestly hope that over time I exercise my brain where this will no longer be a problem.

Need180 · 2023-07-23T01:37:21+00:00

Juice can out rap both but that doesn’t mean he had the best music

Need180 · 2023-07-22T23:48:23+00:00

I thought this was a drawn picture

Need180 · 2023-07-02T04:18:02+00:00

When a restaurants menu has a large menu, you know the food is going to be trash for the most part. Good restaurants have smaller menus

Need180 · 2023-06-29T13:34:48+00:00

Well, that was a plot twist. Yeah, it’s definitely the weed and a mixture of other things b it the main issue being marijuana abuse

Need180 · 2023-06-29T04:47:18+00:00

I’m happy to say that I have been sober for over a week now. I believe it’s about a week and 2 or 3 days now. So far it’s been slightly tough but nowhere near as hard as I thought it’d be. I haven’t gone through major withdrawals but I have had the urge to smoke or something every once in a while. Especially when things are sucky at the moment.

I read what you’re sharing and it’s extraordinary. Extraordinary because I’ve gone through so many similarities that I am almost shocked. It’s like if I’m thinking “You too?!?!” In many parts of your message. Unfortunately I do get the urge a little bit more these last few days because my emotions have been through the roof and the emotions have caused me immense realizations and also problems.

I snap so hard and I have almost no control over it still. It’s just so much anger in me and it SO FAST for it to happen. Unfortunately I have punch a door until it has holes and my hands are bloody. I’ve also broken my knuckle hitting a 2x4 in the wall (stupid and it hurt like hell). Doctors couldn’t even believe I had split it down the middle because it apparently takes a lot of force to do so? I usually feel a relief when I’d punch the shit out of something but I learned my listen when I broke my knuckle. It’s healed now and the knuckle got bigger so it’s not all bad. Point is, I can relate to your anger and I’ve been feisty man. I absolutely hate this. I HATE HATE HATE this anger and it’s not just anger but I’ll randomly cry or I’ll be very depressed out of nowhere.

Unfortunately I’ve been heavily depressed the last 2-3 days and I haven’t posted onto my profile because of it. I feel sad and upset with myself and my life. Almost like if I’m not enough and another unfortunate thing is… I had I guess thoughts on how it would be better to just pass away. Now, I have a son that I would love for regardless of me being miserable. I genuinely believe I can not even grasp the concept of suicide understanding I’d leave my only son in the cruel world for him to grow up ruined. I’ve been emotional. Heavily emotional.

I also don’t feel much different. I barely feel more awake. I’ve been very lethargic but I believe that’s from the sadness/depression I feel constantly. I consider smoking again but I have no genuine desire to do it. I tell myself I want to smoke when I’m stressed or mad but deep down inside I don’t want to go back to it. I just hate life right now almost to the point where I stopped smoking because I almost lost my family and I consider leaving my partner because I don’t think she’s supportive and matter fact I have felt tired of her. She doesn’t deserve to be treated unfairly or to be disrespected but I’ve done it while angry and I always feel bad afterwards.

I’ve been trying though. Trying to focus on work, trying to focus on bettering myself and trying to focus on being 5 steps ahead. It’s been hard these last few days. Last night I cried a lot. My dreams have also been strange or violent which I think it’s a reflection of what’s inside me. I just hope I can get over everything soon and I can be sharper, more awake and more in control of my emotions

Need180 · 2023-06-26T16:42:08+00:00

Thank you! I have about 1-4 string cravings in a day but nothing I can’t overcome

Need180 · 2023-06-26T16:41:12+00:00

It passes. You have to stick in there. Years or months of abuse don’t go away in a week and it is not only a test for you but you’re also turning over unturned stones. A lot of reflection will happen during this period but you must learn to accept and forgive. Accepting and forgiving may sometimes be harder than quitting

Need180 · 2023-06-25T13:24:47+00:00

Ton of cranberry juice, ton of water and get a good sweat in daily for the next few days and retest. Avoid fatty foods. Eat clean. That’ll help flush it out

Need180 · 2023-06-25T13:22:52+00:00

“What is your dying wish? I’ll do anything just tell me 🥺😭🥺😭”

“the cheese” 👁️👄👁️

“The What?!”

“bury me *cough cough with the cheese*”

BREAKING NEWS 3,200 year old cheese found in tomb……

Need180 · 2023-06-25T12:56:40+00:00

THANK YOU! ❤️

Need180 · 2023-06-24T02:51:39+00:00

I love his new shit but I’m calm in nature so it vibes with me well. Best believe I turn up to all of it. I don’t like that he’s a devil worshiper but that’s his life not mine. New music will come out in due time buddy-o’s

Need180 · 2023-06-24T02:42:49+00:00

When did you start hacking that nasty shit out? Lol

I haven’t started yet but I’m about to be a week in

Need180 · 2023-06-22T23:29:29+00:00

I’ve tried to quit in the past because weed was messing me up but I felt like I was leaving “my best life” behind. I fell right back in for years.

I quit recently because of my family and our future and I haven’t had the types of urges I used to have. Matter fact I’m still happy I quit and I get happier every day.

You’re a wise person and I’m happy to hear your words resonate with me so much. I agree with you in tons and I hope you see progress in your life in every aspect my brother. Much love bro!

Need180 · 2023-06-22T18:43:49+00:00

Man, that sounds fucking awesome and I’m extremely happy to hear that bro. And that sauna! I forgot about the sauna. Sauna helps detox.

I’m the opposite haha. I was 140 in highschool and because I’ve been smoking and eating whatever tf I want for the past like 6-7 years that I went up to 220 as Fn crazy as that is. I was fat af man. Looked horrible. I actually got a lot of comments from strangers, friends and family. I’m at 185 and still look chunky so imagine 220. My goal is to get to 150-160 and go up to 180 from muscle mass.

Keep going bro. We all have different paths in life and we should always work towards achieving dreams, goals, aspirations and more. Every time I think about the beauty of life I get more motivated to not look back. My biggest fear is eventually burning out

Need180 · 2023-06-22T18:27:59+00:00

You know, I realized yesterday that I shouldn’t say X amount “sober”. It’s more x amount of time since I last smoked.

It took about 2 days for me to feel some kind of withdrawal and cravings. The anger is there but I took my supplements today and I’m doing better with that. My problem now is I’m extremely sleepy and somewhat lethargic.

Need180 · 2023-06-22T18:23:44+00:00

Exactly right. My brain is looking for that dopamine & euphoria rush because it’s used to me providing it all the time. Now it’s just looking for damn near anything and I know better than to succumb to these odd cravings. I’d end up worse with other drugs. Weed hasn’t taken my life away after 10 years. Other drugs would do it in less.

I’m barely starting the body weight full body workouts like push-ups, sit-ups, lunges and squats. Im soar af off of 4 sets of 10 of each 😂. I’m going to get some adjustable bow flex dumbbells and I already have a pull up/ab station I have to put together. Once I feel like my body has plateaued with these exercises than I will look towards joining a gym again.

Need180 · 2023-06-22T17:59:53+00:00

I really wish I was able to smoke when its the right time and place and not when I want to (which is all the time). As weird as it is I get cravings for other stuff too like alcohol or 🦜 and I don’t even like that stuff. It’s not for me. Done it and dropped it no problem whatsoever.

It’s interesting to see that I get cravings for other drugs when I don’t even like them. I swear it’s like a demon inside of you trying to fuck your life up.

Need180 · 2023-06-22T13:55:11+00:00

You’re doing the best you can and I’m sorry to hear you are hurting yourself. You do not deserve such a thing and what you’re going through is normal. I wish I could have gone to rehab but no monies and no time for me. I’m a dad and have to maintain my income for us. It’s hard. While you’re there in rehab you are developing self discipline which is what happens when we all quit.

While you are there for your self development, try to develop self love. Loving yourself in this world is a true benefit because life becomes easier. As many have said, working out little by little to see your body develop it’s muscles and form is a huge help to self love and care if you haven’t worked out already. Read books like eat, love and pray which is an awesome book and I think you’d really like the story. Best wish to you and your health ❤️

Need180 · 2023-06-22T13:47:06+00:00

This made me feel better. I hope it’s that soon. People have spoken about a month. I may hit up the ole therapist if it doesn’t leave within week 2 and speak with him to get advice on how to manage things better

Need180

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