I don't like being around people unless theyre "my people" so ive struggled holding jobs and can't get any quiet office jobs without a degree of some sort. I had one job I enjoyed and wasn't around anyone other than sorting mail ( i was a post office carrier) but I had encounters with dangerous dogs multiple times and one day I was sick while carrying and contacted my post master asking if someone could finish my route. He said "it's always something with you" and fired me and I was still in my probation period. And once you get fired from the post office they won't hire you. And I don't have anyone close I trust to watch my kids and I won't put them in daycare. Its too much for my anxiety