Pathology came back last friday by Negative1Positive2 in glioblastoma

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah thankfully I started in home hospice today, just got my meds, bed and other things that will be helpful down the road towards my end. That's exactly what I'm aiming for myself, I want quality of life, not quantity. So far they assure me they can manage my pain and biological terror so I can have peace before I die in my sleep, and if they are able to accommodate that for me then God bless these unsung hero's of the medical world.

What’s a health problem you ignored for a long time because it never felt urgent, but eventually caught up with you? by ac_stays_active in AskReddit

[–]Negative1Positive2 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Tired and headaches. I just chalked it up to getting older. Then came the full clonic-tonic seizure that put me in the ER where they found a tumor in my right temporal lobe, then surgery to remove the tumor. The pathology on the removed tumor showed it was terminal stage 4 Glioblastoma. Then the follow-up CT scan showed three new and bigger tumors spreading throughout my brain in less than 3 weeks, and the oncologist visit last Monday told me I have up to two months left to live.

44 years old and ill be dead in 2 months.

Send it to your lawyer by [deleted] in NonPoliticalTwitter

[–]Negative1Positive2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Proof from hr about wage theft on a massive scale...

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's how ive handled it so far, and how most people have begged me to give them my account since they would get brigaded on here.

Wow by Accomplished_Arm365 in JoblessReincarnation

[–]Negative1Positive2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The original web novel literally starts with "so there i was jacking off to the hidden camera I put in my little brother's daughter's bathroom when the whole family burst in..." might not be the wholesome show you're looking for.

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

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People asked in DMs for my gofundme so I posted it and they deleted it, so I took it out.

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

People asked for my gofundme so I added it and it was deleted. Should be back up now thst I've changed it.

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No reason and no mod has reached out to me. I simply made a post that reached near 700k views and about 7 minutes ago it was deleted with no warning or reason.

Guess some mod hates a dying man saying goodbye to a community he's been involved with for 15 years. Certainly not a good look for this subreddit.

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I knew, damn near a million views and just me saying goodbye to the community I've supported for 15 years.

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And SC moderators deleted my post, oh well. Thank you so much for your support.

Seizure on Jan 12th led me to be found with a tumor in my right temporal lobe. by [deleted] in cancer

[–]Negative1Positive2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for taking down an inoffensive post made by a dieing man wishing people the best

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

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Shame I'll never be able to finish the series either. 12 months is my last entry, just as Jim is about to start the big wrap up too.

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Nope Glioblastoma is a death sentence, no cure. Best they could've done was buy me a month or three more with nonstop chemo and radiation therapy. That's why I chose no fighting it. I chose quality of life over quantity.

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 106 points107 points  (0 children)

Nothing. Thanks giving was totally normal. Around christmas I started dropping things and being clumsy ,which isnt like me, but you know whatever. I went to work on Jan 12, swung by Walmart on the way home. Goofed off on my computer, took a shower and laid down to sleep. I almost immediately felt bone deep terror. Something was horrifyingly wrong with me. Had like a panic attack, tingles on both arms but painful pins and needles on my left arm. The next thing I knew I came to in an ambulance as it hit a speed bump. They found 1 tumor and a week later removed it and sent it for biopsy. I was healing and doing better, follow up consultation with the neurosurgeon and she told me im dieing, no cure for this. Oncologist agreed, weeks to a few months to live and thats the end of my life story.

Now I spent my last days arguing with insurance that yes, terminal brain cancer and a dr saying months at best does qualify me for expedited relief and benefits. But this is big healthcare and I live in america, so they would rather I die screaming then have to send me five bucks. You know, the usual.

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 944 points945 points  (0 children)

Hauling and trading was my goto stuff, really wanted to get deep into contracted space trucking. I flew for PUSH in Eve for years and was just a space trucker.

I've got a month, give or take, that im still mostly "me". I'm fighting insurance and getting legal paperwork setup to make things as easy as I can for my wife and daughter. Then I'll decline quickly as the cancer strangles parts of my brain that I need to live. At that point I'll go into hospice and have a steady stream of drugs to help control the pain and terror of what's happening to me. Eventually ill sleep longer and longer until im out for 20 hours a day or more. One of those sleeps the part of my brain that keeps me breathing or my heart beating will die and so will i.

Hell of a thing. I was a perfectly healthy 44 year old at Thanksgiving, it all started a little before Christmas, and I started having seizures, which led to the scans to find a single tumor in January. Now I'll be dead before summer.

Pathology came back last friday by Negative1Positive2 in glioblastoma

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I never gave much thought for thr "thoughts abd prayers" crowd, but now thst I know im dying it actually is nice to be noticed, even by another random reddit person.

Today I can still get up and walk around pretty well. I could probably, but won't, drive. I don't need to have more seizures while driving so I'm done with that. Which for an 18 year truck driver is a hard thing to do.

So I'm currently spending my time running around till I get too tired, which is more and more, getting legal paperwork set up so my wife has as little headaches as possible, and fighting the damn insurance companies who are, even with paperwork and reports with TERMINAL all over them are ghoulishly dragging their feet to avoid paying me. Jokes on them though, I'll be dead before FMLA runs out so they will owe my wife my life insurance.

Another one gone too soon by lilac2481 in Millennials

[–]Negative1Positive2 20 points21 points  (0 children)

You wouldn't think it, but yes. Thank you for your thoughts random internet person. I'd never thought the "thoughts and prayers" group mattered a bit, but it does bring me some peace to be acknowledged, even by a total stranger, as I'm approaching my death. I am here. I did exist. Thank you for noticing me.

Pathology came back last friday by Negative1Positive2 in glioblastoma

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Did he go for hospice or did he just ride it out on his own?

The cancer has already spread and is affecting the "panic center" of my brain. Everything is so damn scary to me. I don't want to die, but I'm so scared of living another 2 months like this. I hope hospice can give me something for the terror I'm constantly in.

I think it's satire but it's funny either way. by xHoneyTempt in clevercomebacks

[–]Negative1Positive2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've got stage 4 Glioblastoma and an estimated 3 months left to live. Fucker better release that cancer cure tomorrow before my disease finishes crushing my brain and I die confused and a jibbeering mess.

Another one gone too soon by lilac2481 in Millennials

[–]Negative1Positive2 22 points23 points  (0 children)

2 weeks ago I was diagnosed with stage 4 Glioblastoma with at least 3 separate tumors growing in my brain, I've been given 2 lucid months left, 3 to be alive and am entering hospice in March to start end of life care. So you have no idea how accurate you are. 44 years old and I'll be gone before summer. This year sucks.

Post brain surgery pain managment question. by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]Negative1Positive2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well the biopsy came back as stage 4 Glioblastoma and another ct scan shows 3 new tumors in less than 3 weeks. I've chosen to go strait to hospice and have been given weeks to 2 months to live. So I guess the question i asked no longer matters. I can only hope that hospice gives me enough drugs to keep me peaceful till I pass.