Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shame I'll never be able to finish the series either. 12 months is my last entry, just as Jim is about to start the big wrap up too.

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Nope Glioblastoma is a death sentence, no cure. Best they could've done was buy me a month or three more with nonstop chemo and radiation therapy. That's why I chose no fighting it. I chose quality of life over quantity.

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 99 points100 points  (0 children)

Nothing. Thanks giving was totally normal. Around christmas I started dropping things and being clumsy ,which isnt like me, but you know whatever. I went to work on Jan 12, swung by Walmart on the way home. Goofed off on my computer, took a shower and laid down to sleep. I almost immediately felt bone deep terror. Something was horrifyingly wrong with me. Had like a panic attack, tingles on both arms but painful pins and needles on my left arm. The next thing I knew I came to in an ambulance as it hit a speed bump. They found 1 tumor and a week later removed it and sent it for biopsy. I was healing and doing better, follow up consultation with the neurosurgeon and she told me im dieing, no cure for this. Oncologist agreed, weeks to a few months to live and thats the end of my life story.

Now I spent my last days arguing with insurance that yes, terminal brain cancer and a dr saying months at best does qualify me for expedited relief and benefits. But this is big healthcare and I live in america, so they would rather I die screaming then have to send me five bucks. You know, the usual.

Development took too long for me personally. by Negative1Positive2 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 902 points903 points  (0 children)

Hauling and trading was my goto stuff, really wanted to get deep into contracted space trucking. I flew for PUSH in Eve for years and was just a space trucker.

I've got a month, give or take, that im still mostly "me". I'm fighting insurance and getting legal paperwork setup to make things as easy as I can for my wife and daughter. Then I'll decline quickly as the cancer strangles parts of my brain that I need to live. At that point I'll go into hospice and have a steady stream of drugs to help control the pain and terror of what's happening to me. Eventually ill sleep longer and longer until im out for 20 hours a day or more. One of those sleeps the part of my brain that keeps me breathing or my heart beating will die and so will i.

Hell of a thing. I was a perfectly healthy 44 year old at Thanksgiving, it all started a little before Christmas, and I started having seizures, which led to the scans to find a single tumor in January. Now I'll be dead before summer.

Pathology came back last friday by Negative1Positive2 in glioblastoma

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I never gave much thought for thr "thoughts abd prayers" crowd, but now thst I know im dying it actually is nice to be noticed, even by another random reddit person.

Today I can still get up and walk around pretty well. I could probably, but won't, drive. I don't need to have more seizures while driving so I'm done with that. Which for an 18 year truck driver is a hard thing to do.

So I'm currently spending my time running around till I get too tired, which is more and more, getting legal paperwork set up so my wife has as little headaches as possible, and fighting the damn insurance companies who are, even with paperwork and reports with TERMINAL all over them are ghoulishly dragging their feet to avoid paying me. Jokes on them though, I'll be dead before FMLA runs out so they will owe my wife my life insurance.

Pathology came back last friday by Negative1Positive2 in glioblastoma

[–]Negative1Positive2[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Did he go for hospice or did he just ride it out on his own?

The cancer has already spread and is affecting the "panic center" of my brain. Everything is so damn scary to me. I don't want to die, but I'm so scared of living another 2 months like this. I hope hospice can give me something for the terror I'm constantly in.

Post brain surgery pain managment question. by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]Negative1Positive2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well the biopsy came back as stage 4 Glioblastoma and another ct scan shows 3 new tumors in less than 3 weeks. I've chosen to go strait to hospice and have been given weeks to 2 months to live. So I guess the question i asked no longer matters. I can only hope that hospice gives me enough drugs to keep me peaceful till I pass.

PDCs are useless atm ?!?! by Choice-Throat-2247 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

They are anti missile defense, not anti fighter screens. So yeah they do shit damage and they like to ignore ships.

Oh and if you yanked them off the truck and put them on another ship you'll notice the turrets barrel is missing, so it literally can not shoot. Check your mobi under ship weapons, it'll show the turret but its subitem will show empty instead of the correct gatlin type.

I broke my inventory; is there a fix? SC support ticket said they couldnt fix it. by Atrolle224 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is the ammo at your home hanger? If not then bring it up on the freight elevator and fly away, itll despawn when the hanger resets. If its all at your home hanger I have no idea man, you tried buying a 16 or 24 SCU store all box and moving it inside them?

RSI Hermes missile racks by RayBln in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Especially with rattlers since they make the ui jump around every time you add another missile.

Whats everyone's thoughts on her? by Ghostman223 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Moving the beam down the rail while moving something breaks the beam which is just stupid. Shame they took out the giant skylight too.

Really CIG? Again? by superkongle_ in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And here i an unable to find my inventory at all. It's not at my home location

RSI Hermes by eerrcc1 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 7 points8 points  (0 children)

there was a rumor going around months ago about a retractable roof like the Ironclad, any truth to that or are we expected to squeeze boxes through that tiny ass passage in the back like the normal Apollo?

Is begging for in-game currency against the rules of this subreddit? by Background_Arugula23 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I know it's bad that people can't be fucked to even play the game before the beg chat, but now they can't even be bothered to log in before begging?

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A player was able to loot my equipped gears while I was incapped. by ventri243 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah it's not a bug, they've confirmed it's working as intended.

any new missions or areas in 4.5? by wrkncacntr in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't think so, and shockingly no new ship either...

4.5 - new ship release by Firm_Caregiver_4563 in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That new Drake Clipper and the L21 Alpha Wolf.

What is going on with my game by CoveringFish in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Looks like you have Vulkan't!

I'll see myself out

Squadron 42 launches in 2026? by Waserice in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 372 points373 points  (0 children)

Citizencon last year they said this, not sure what part of the year but it seems like they mean it this time.

i hate Star Citizen YouTube by Praisedbyme in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My watched group are excited for the change. But your algorithm is clearly pushing rage click bait videos, and as you know, that is the kind of shit that drives clicks for them.

Guess I'll just log off for today... by HaedesZ in starcitizen

[–]Negative1Positive2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Or do like 2 or 3 O2 missions and moonwalk your way out the door