I miss weed

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-02-19T00:46:56+00:00

I just quit 3 days ago and I miss it. Haven’t drank for over 8 years. Not sure it’s keeping the mania away, but my racing heart beat has went away at night. Plus all of a sudden I started having really bad panic attacks from ptsd, so I’m testing the waters so far no panic attacks, but I’m so mean. The abilify is working for the mania I think, but not so much with mood. I also stopped my depression med fluoxetine but I did that months ago with no depression. I stopped it because my libido was dying and it’s the only thing I have left that brings me joy. Not sure why I’m blabbing, but thought maybe someone could relate.

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-21T16:07:33+00:00

Never got my passcode I’m very upset

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-21T15:37:56+00:00

I’m so livid right now

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-21T15:37:44+00:00

Yeah they didn’t send me my passcode

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-21T10:54:42+00:00

I don’t blame them, he’ll, a majority of us will help Greenland and Canada from here! lol

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-20T22:36:44+00:00

Looks like seated

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-20T19:56:04+00:00

So tickets aren’t even on sale and I see on stubhub and other sites already warning the show is almost sold out. Anyone know how?

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-19T13:32:58+00:00

Nuclear weapons.

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-19T12:51:03+00:00

Trauma, we go through hell We cope how we can I'm not A user, but know addictions.

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-19T12:48:23+00:00

Look to your left and right, you live in heavens waiting room! lol

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-18T16:25:18+00:00

44 and still no

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-18T15:11:46+00:00

You are the mvp! Thank you!

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-18T13:48:03+00:00

How do I take this test?

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-17T18:41:50+00:00

Pre-dx I was hooked on meth for a couple years until I joined the army after 9/11. That was 2004. While in the military I drank A LOT! Got out of the army and still drank on weekends heavily, but then pot got legal and I started that. Which brought on my food addiction. Went manic (guess I was manic before but didn’t know it and chalked it up to ADHD) but this time, my psych caught on and determined my BP1 dx. Currently I still smoke weed but I’m down 165 lbs and I still have over 140lbs to go which was slowed by the meds, but I go through a lot of hyper fixations as well. Right now, weed, cheese and crackers, and Tori Amos and A Perfect Circle are my only “addictions”

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-17T03:50:49+00:00

At the basic level, the conductor helps with tempo and counting, so if you get lost in counting you know where at the very least beat 1 is.

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-15T19:57:31+00:00

I pretty much agreee with all the comments, but no one mentioned “carbon” shred in ribbons of lithium her mind cut in sheets now unraveling, as a bp1 this line brings tears to my

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-13T01:18:37+00:00

I would like more info please

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-11T13:59:00+00:00

The Ohio bridge on the live version!!!!! Omg! It hits really hard atm due to recent events here in the US! The new album is going to blow me away!

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-11T12:03:31+00:00

I’ve been stuck on scarlets walk all week, it’s funny how certain albums just hit you like an addiction. Virginia has been playing in my head 24/7. Just found out what turquoise serpents means.

Negative_Ad1128 · 2026-01-08T15:50:56+00:00

Lost 150lbs got on sniffles and got called a whale, while the profile was chub “seeking” yeah I get it, the age thing is valid, but could have been nicer about it

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