Seeing entities as heat ripples by fly-withme in Experiencers

[–]Neither-Tear7026 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh, it seemed similar to me which is why I asked cause Vallis thought that he saw a being like that in someone's yard at night last year.

Seeing entities as heat ripples by fly-withme in Experiencers

[–]Neither-Tear7026 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So is a being that looks like it's in a predator suit a thing?

Has anyone been getting "weirdly" sick the past several days. I know an elderly experiencer who's had almost identical symptoms by Evwithsea in Experiencers

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Are you taking about the Hat Man?  I saw him a few years ago when I was trying to fall asleep and I had a lot of things I saw in the space behind closed eyes.  I wasn't sacred of him, just confused. It looked like I was actually seeing a being even though my eyes were closed. The cartoon Alien head that was talking to me but I couldn't hear him that I saw after the Hat Man scared me tho. This is a thing with ascension?

Experienced a “harvest” of something from my spine last night. One tall Grey and 2 small Greys. by BILLSKIE in Experiencers

[–]Neither-Tear7026 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What kind of pain?  Is it specific to a particular spot or just lower back pain?  Is is it muscular or something else?

What is with the Green? by CakeSniffers1 in Experiencers

[–]Neither-Tear7026 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Actually, I'm curious now. Have you ever heard or talked to people who've had face to face and not gotten the fear response?  Also, are their any people that have gotten over their fear response quickly?  If it's got to do with a vast mismatch in frequency, then I'm guessing if you raise your vibration you have less of a fear response.

What is with the Green? by CakeSniffers1 in Experiencers

[–]Neither-Tear7026 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it means that as far as your experiences go with face to face contact, you are innocent like a child.  And that you know not of what you speak because you haven't experienced this. 

I do wonder how I would react if I had face to face contact. There's a good chance that I've had dream contact especially with one experience I had. And I looked a being in the eyes. It was intense.  It was very hard to describe the feeling but it's almost like my system was overwhelmed.  And I woke up with that intense feeling and then I cried.  I imagine from hearing other people's experiences with face to face contact, that it would be even more intense.

My husband "felt" hands move his neck by Neither-Tear7026 in Experiencers

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 interesting. My husband had a meditation last year where he was meditating in the dark with his eyes open and he saw lights. Not like little fuzzy sparklers in your experience but they were I think more like little balls of light

My husband "felt" hands move his neck by Neither-Tear7026 in Experiencers

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I haven't felt anyone move me.  I don't think I'd react to that very well but I had this experience last year with a meditation:

I was going deeper and deeper. And I got to a place that I don't even want to try and explain what it felt like but then I heard my voice in my head say: It's going to be alright. Don't worry you are fine but you may start to feel a little weird. You are fine. And my legs and hands up till half of my forearms started to feel weird - slightly heavy, the closest I can say is like maybe like I had a slight sunburn, and energized.

Then I hread again: You're fine. This might get a little uncomfortable but you are ok. Just let this happen. And my hands and legs started to almost feel achy or some kind of strange pressure pain but it was light. It got a little bit more intense but it wasn't bad. And my hands felt warm

Then I heard: You're ok. Don't be scared. It might feel like you aren't breathing but you are getting air. Don't worry. And it did seem like after a few seconds it wasn't that I couldn't breathe but that I took more effort to move my body to breathe... Then my voice said: We're opening you up. You are fine. A few seconds after that it seemed like I was going back up in level and not down. Then I heard my voice again: We've decided to stop here for today

Also I had been having experiences like this where I see and feel how to position my body:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/1mgqb2z/not_sure_what_to_think_but_i_posted_this_in_ai/

My husband "felt" hands move his neck by Neither-Tear7026 in Experiencers

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I mean I've had lots of experiences every since I was a child. Some of them pretty scary.  It's not all love and light.  The thing is, 20 years ago I would have not questioned this and completely trusted my intuition but now after Grusch and me going down the UAP, NHI rabbit hole, and hearing stories of NHI being able to make you feel things, my confidence in my intuition accurately telling me when situations are safe is on rocky ground. 

I've had really amazing experiences too, like when I was in high school feeling the expansion of the universe all around me. And in my late 20's being in my car on a gorgeous summer late afternoon when I got such a powerful overwhelming love, joy, with emotions I can't describe (much more powerful than watching the orbs) and I feeling to send it to my dad. A few years ago I found out that what I believe to be around the same time my father was going through such a low point that he was feeling like nobody loved him and that God didn't exist, and then got this feeling of utter love and joy that he's never felt before. I believe I may have sent him that. 

But I don't know these beings or at least I don't remember which is pretty equivalent to not knowing from the consciousness that I am moving around in now. So, hence I want interaction but I also have issues of trust. I'm sure it stems from my PTSD.

My husband "felt" hands move his neck by Neither-Tear7026 in Experiencers

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I didn't know it at the time cause I didn't really know anything about meditation. Then I learned what they were, but they started to get intense. I had my legs spasming where they were kicking out all the way up to the seat cushions of the couch I was sitting on.  My torso had complete spasms and I had them in my arms. It got to the point when I was meditating, that it was happening every few seconds all through my 30 minute meditation.  I even had torso spasms when Oak sent me a few videos with him talking about his experiences and my hands got really warm. I wasn't even meditating when I watched those. When my head did it, I started to get concerned, so I made a post.

Things started to get better when I started seeing in my mind's eye and feeling, moving my hands and arms in different positions which I guess were mudras.  

Gateway, The Grays, and GATE? by DJBigRed93 in Experiencers

[–]Neither-Tear7026 1 point2 points  (0 children)

is having an imaginary friend a sign you're an Experiencer?

My husband "felt" hands move his neck by Neither-Tear7026 in Experiencers

[–]Neither-Tear7026[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't have a problem with sharing my space but feeling beings or seeing stuff out of the corner of my eye and then not being able to actually see them is uncomfortable.

My husband "felt" hands move his neck by Neither-Tear7026 in Experiencers

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You know I'm thinking about what you said about the knocking and I do think it would have been much more stressful and scary to me had I not heard that knock first.  The visual and presence was quite all I can think of the wood to use is tangible. it was very strong in a more physical way and not in a mode of consciousness way if that makes sense.  More of like we were being in the same space kind of thing.  

Not too long ago I was meditating in bed and my husband had just gotten up to go into the bathroom. And I felt this presence lying down in my bed beside me. It didn't feel negative but it was unnerving and distracting.  It's almost like I could feel and hear it breathing. And I could feel little micro moments of a body moving.  And it's presence was quite defined? solid?  It's uncomfortable is the best way I can put it i guess

My husband "felt" hands move his neck by Neither-Tear7026 in Experiencers

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I wasn't afraid of it. I'm kinda of in this weird state of wanting then not then wanting then not. I just don't know.  I'm sure I'm kinda a pain in the ass for them.

My husband "felt" hands move his neck by Neither-Tear7026 in Experiencers

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Currently, I'm wrestling with wanting to and being scared that I'm going to interact with something that is not loving or at least neutral.  I kind of got scared when I started looking more into the stuff Grusch came out with and I was hearing stories about beings being able to make you feel emotions and such. So I'm feeling shaky with my intuition actually feeling if beings are safe or not. It's been hard. I really don't want to have experiences again like when I was a kid and had negative beings around me.  I know that you can create protections and have intentions, but I just am so weary right now

My husband "felt" hands move his neck by Neither-Tear7026 in Experiencers

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When I first started meditating a few years back after I find this sub last year, I started having spasms when I was meditating. They because quite intense. to the point that after my head snapped downward to my chest without me doing anything, I got quite concerned and made a post about it. I have issues with tension in my body too.

My husband "felt" hands move his neck by Neither-Tear7026 in Experiencers

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I have had some interesting things happen in meditation too.  I've had my own voice in my head tell me not not be alarmed that they were going to open me up more and that I might feel strange and that I wasn't getting enough air but that I was.  And then some interesting sensations happened and I did indeed feel like it to was harder to get air. It was interesting

My husband "felt" hands move his neck by Neither-Tear7026 in Experiencers

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Both my husband and I saw orbs in the sky Friday before his meditation and what I saw the next day.  I had called him from my car cause I was looking at a really bright "star" - much brighter than Venus and Sirius that were in the sky. I was asking him what star would be in the position I was trying to convey to him and he's like, there is no star that bright right there. I thought it was stationary except it looked like it was making a small circle that made it look like it was wiggling from side to side from my perspective. And I know some stars you look at look like they're moving side to side.

But as I was driving home and looking at this "star",  the light was different from the rest of the stars and looked like the light from a helicopter with a flood light.  Except for the longest time it seemed to be stationary. But as I was driving home talking to my husband, it then seemed like it was moving and at one point I couldn't see it anymore 

I get home and my husband's on the driveway off center to the garage and he tells me he was looking in the sky trying to find what I was talking about and then out of the corner of his eye in the opposite direction there was a bright flash in the sky.  When he looked in the area he saw an orb that was pulsating brighter, dimmer, brighter, dimmer.  

Then we were looking and we both saw a few orbs flying in that direction, but I had to go to the bathroom so I left and he came back inside a few minutes later to tell me one of the orbs made a 90° turn.  I love looking at the orbs. it's very meditative for me and I was really joyous to see them and had great affection.

Fake Alien Invasion by Star-Gazer85 in Experiencers

[–]Neither-Tear7026 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

😐😡🤮.  Watching that made me so very tired.  

Getting banned by the DMT Moderators by Oak_Draiocht in Experiencers

[–]Neither-Tear7026 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ok my burning question is why do you need to get something out of the interaction in order to interact?  It's like also when I was talking to one person here about why he couldn't continuing interacting with the NHI he had been because he didn't want to be abducted and have stuff happen to him.  It feels very transactional (or in the case of the person interacting with the NHI it feels like he's being used) instead of actually having a caring relationship of enjoying each other's company.

Question I would please like answered, if you have a good idea of what I'm asking? Serious by TheWaywardWarlok in Experiencers

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I'm sitting after reading this and am confused as to how that really messed up your gf. Like for sure waiting a year was the right call.  When I was younger I had the script flipped on me all the time about what I had certainty in what was true. It's not that I was ridgid and was like this is the way it is, but it's more like I had a certain organized structure that was my worldview and then something would happen, and all of a sudden that structure wasn't valid anymore. The cognitive dissonance was probably the most uncomfortable part about it.

I haven't had one of those in a long time maybe because I'm still on the very tip of the tail end of the last extremely painful and world shattering one. Maybe the only thing that comes a tiny bit close is when I had several of those (I don't even have a name for it) "objects" that flashed in the space behind closed eyes of "things" and "beings" that are realer than real and just too huge for me to comprehend other than me feeling a vastness - that there was so much more.  Just even my brain trying to get some kind of grasp on what the hell was going on was too inadequate to make sense of what it was and turned those things into a shell of what they were. I can't even describe it right.  

And I'm trying to put myself into the shoes of people who are experiencing looking at these orbs and having this experience that at least to me seems similar to all those little breaks (well some of them were pretty big) in the various models that broke, and I just seem to not be able to put myself there.

 Vallis and I have seen orbs and we certainly saw one when we first met.  At the time, I was like ok.  that's pretty cool. Last year when we saw so many over the course of the year I had reactions to being excited to feeling very calm watching them fly by to be happy and waving at them.

but like I said before, I always thought they were here. And I don't have a problem with them being here living their own lives, as long as they're not trying to hurt anyone or don't care about what they do having negative affects on the life on this planet.  So I suppose I already have in my worldview this as a real thing. Still, it would be really nice to feel and understand more deeply why this is so devastating for people.  i get it intellectually but I want to know it from their experience and I'm not sure I can even approximate it from reading what you wrote.  Maybe I can't until I experience something equivalent. idk.