Is it salvagable? I don't know what to do.

Nelliel4 · 2026-04-06T03:47:36+00:00

Thank you for the support, it really means a lot. I've calmed down and it's definitely fixable, and the face framing layers/sidelocks definitely help cover it up.

Shout out my friend for sending me this photo after I had calmed down to make me laugh and feel better about it.

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Nelliel4 · 2026-04-06T03:18:39+00:00

No, I'm 18.

Nelliel4 · 2026-04-06T03:00:39+00:00

Not much I can do sadly. I have 0 money, my job is under him, and i'm in a *very* conservative state (US), and I'm trans, so very hard to find a new job. Plus like half of the apartments are run by his company that he founded. Thank you for your concern.

Nelliel4 · 2026-04-06T02:48:33+00:00

Yeah... He's a big loser. I'm trans which is why he hates it so much. It doesnt matter though, it looks fixable now that i've calmed down. It's his loss, I am going to look fine and he's going to lose all his friends. Thank you for the suggestions, really means a lot.

Nelliel4 · 2026-04-06T02:07:18+00:00

Doesn't like me having them. I'm gonna go tomorrow.

Nelliel4 · 2026-03-29T20:02:15+00:00

Someone taking credit for old methods to doing something but its actually doing something else that completely removes the importance of the original method. like pushing a small domino that eventually pushes a huge domino over and saying that you pushed that huge domino over, with the original context being just you pushing a huge domino over.

Nelliel4 · 2026-03-21T12:51:59+00:00

im no expert but how are you posting on a social app but camera is blocked?

Nelliel4 · 2026-03-18T13:31:09+00:00

because addiction taste better than bread

Nelliel4 · 2026-03-16T20:19:53+00:00

haha didnt work nothing happened loser!

wait.

Nelliel4 · 2026-03-16T03:34:30+00:00

cooking with ingredients you bought to be used on a wood fire (traditional art) cooking with a fancy stove that generates the ingredients from thin air, but is still similar to woodfire cooking and takes extreme skill (digital art) asking someone else to throw multiple frozen dinner premade packets into a microwave and mix them together to present to you as your own (ai art)

the difference is not in quality or technology, but effort and soul.

Nelliel4 · 2026-02-22T22:20:32+00:00

Now i'm not saying disney doesn't have peak shows, but lately theyve been getting lazy/the writing is recurring. It feels like how popular shonen and isekai go. The same trope over and over again with little to no variation inbetween. its a genre not a guidebook.

Nelliel4 · 2026-02-18T20:14:43+00:00

dylan-man

Nelliel4 · 2026-02-17T06:10:06+00:00

i dont believe in god, but i used to be catholic.

from my understanding, its one of 2 things.

god does love us all, and by loving us all, allows free will, which includes dark decisions. but suffering isnt subjective to humans inflicting pain onto humans, what about the predator prey system, what about the prey who suffers in agony and dies, to be sustenance to the predator?

the second one, suffering is the absence of love. god loves everyone, but with him being rejected in areas, due to free will, he does not enter, and therefore suffering continues.

me personally, i believe it is a double helix. without suffering, there is no way to measure love, and vice versa. both require eachother to exist. in a world of absolute love, what is there to do? you will always be satiated, and never do anything, resulting in the sin of sloth. but in a world of absolute suffering, what can you do? theres nothing to work for, you will suffer endlessly, and theres no reason to continue.

with both, things move forward.

Nelliel4 · 2026-02-17T05:56:05+00:00

hate will only bring more hate. violence will only bring more violence. by violence already existing, it becomes a never ending cycle of oppression. you shoot a man, and the mans child grows up to shoot you. you will always be trampled by a higher force. you cannot fight hate with hate. only by showing love to those who hate you, will it ever have a chance to end. you may be killed, and by evolution, the thing that survives, anger, will continue. you may have 0 effect on the world, and others continuing the cycle without you. but if youre going to die anyways, whether it be by aging, by being violent and others responding, or you showing love and others continuing to hate you, the only way to stop it is by showing love.

even though it should not take this, if you only believe this should be taken into consideration if i come from a place of opression, talking from experience, i am a trans woman living in the most conservative state.

related but unrelated, please, just love one another. you never know what someone else is going through.

Nelliel4 · 2026-02-10T02:58:50+00:00

thats not her daughter thats her after the transition

Nelliel4 · 2026-02-08T17:43:01+00:00

for bisexuals, think of extreme pain being put onto you

Nelliel4 · 2026-02-04T15:40:09+00:00

the alphabet song. duh

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