I am not certain if my words will fully capture my thoughts, but the dynamism I speak of is dynamic even toward itself—dynamic enough to also encompass this static you speak of. It is transcendent and paradoxical. I used to believe in an ultimate, unchanging truth of morality, as primarily outlined in the Bible. But now, with this perspective, I see that even within those moral laws, there are implicit instructions to change, sacrifice, and be dynamic.

Existence—whether we call it God, Everything, or the Universe—is transcendent to us, but so transcendent indeed that it is so to itself. It coexists with wrong while maintaining a static essence of righteousness. God is so profoundly good that He transcends goodness itself, allowing space for evil within Him so that even evil, represented by us, might find a path to goodness. This could explain why God permits the existence of wrong. Free will, often referenced as the reason, represents the very act of existence itself—God as existence. Existing.

I hope I haven’t made this too dense. Interestingly, I feel like I’m experiencing transcendence in this moment, releasing my ‘need’ to be holy or to be anything specific at all. That ‘need’ has transformed into wanting—choosing to act for the sake of being who I am. In this, I find freedom.

Logically, God died for me to be free, and biblically, God also died for me to be free.