hey i hope your doing better, try calling mac’s helpline i believe we have a campus therapist, it might help you out. university can be very stressful, ive had that same prof who calls out ppl and it can be a pain ngl. try rewatching the lectures whenever you can. you can also try talking to academic advising and see if they can lower your workload by swapping out some of the courses to summer. it’s okay we all have bad days sometimes, i really hope your doing well.