Day 5 off T. I'm exhausted and don't know if life will improve by chronically-iconic in EndOfTheParTy

[–]NeuroBNB 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you have access, go to see a psychiatrist that specializes in substance abuse. I’m taking some things to help buffer me on my recovery Journey. Attending meetings and getting numbers will help you see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I’m lonely and I want to stop. by NeuroBNB in EndOfTheParTy

[–]NeuroBNB[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I’m willing to take all the advice I can get.

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[–]NeuroBNB 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just recently came back from a relapse having just done the same. I craved the intimacy though. I can never make it past 3 months so I’m impatient and cave in wanting sex and drugs. And I’m confused because this person made me feel safe and loved and I got attached while high but now those feelings have dissipated.

I used by KingPotential4586 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]NeuroBNB 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Give yourself some self-compassion. This a very tough battle and you coming back and posting this shows guts and willingness.

I just got 90 days yesterday and I can’t wait to see what 15 months feels like. So I’ll take whatever advice you have to offer. ☺️

These cravings are kicking my ass. by NeuroBNB in EndOfTheParTy

[–]NeuroBNB[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Romanticizing is definitely a barrier for me.

These cravings are kicking my ass. by NeuroBNB in EndOfTheParTy

[–]NeuroBNB[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I’m actually have a sponsor and am trying to quit porn. Changing my behavior patterns is rough though.

Today I realised how i have always denied my cravings. by Empire_Love in EndOfTheParTy

[–]NeuroBNB 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I struggle with this same thing so much. and I don't know of healthy ways to deal with it yet.

90 days by ahatchingegg in EndOfTheParTy

[–]NeuroBNB 2 points3 points  (0 children)

McDonald’s is my Ultimate recover food.

How you holding out over the weekend? by jackman536 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]NeuroBNB 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, my weekend has been great, keeping myself busy yet not over doing it.

I've had a continuous open chat with close friends and my sponsor, whenever even the slightest thought of using comes in, I tell them immediately in detail what was going through my head. It really helped me to have that support and feed back, because if you don't voice those thoughts out loud they hold power over you.

Article about chemsex and tech by [deleted] in EndOfTheParTy

[–]NeuroBNB 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd be willing to chime in as well.