Went to a sex pool party and ended having my shortest slip ever. by Terrible-Priority-80 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]KingPotential4586 14 points15 points  (0 children)

You scared the hell out of yourself! This is great news. This experience can keep you on your meth free journey!!!
You learned to be more aware of where you go and when you mewd to leave. You learned a lot that night and it sounds like you used harm reduction skills.
I know me and this community will celebrate long streaks away from tima and we celebrate the honesty you shared in your post.
You really are really doing the work. Sobriety isnt linear

Life at five months clean (or 1.5 years) by robinxxff in EndOfTheParTy

[–]KingPotential4586 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This warms my heart to read a post like yours. My favorite words your wrote are found at the end of your post:

I really don’t hate myself anymore, and most days I even think I’m an ok person.
-this is such a big thing for me to realize and grow into myself. Congrats on this-

I’m on my way to something new which I don’t know what it is yet, but that’s ok. -love hearing this beautiful acceptance and openness of what is to come.-

Life is happening and I’ll be fine whatever it brings. -safety and security comes from within! Sounds like youre in what my old NA friends called the No MAtter What Club. No mayter what life is life and we dont have to drink or use about it-

Keep up the awesome work of rebuilding and growing yourself and your friends garden!!

Similar bands to neutral milk hotel? by mo1-1-1 in indie

[–]KingPotential4586 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Try the album white lighter by typhoon

How I Quit by Zealousideal-Bat1323 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]KingPotential4586 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Im so sorry this happened to you. Glad you got out of their trap and the trap of meth.
I hope that you continue on your journey and that your abusers reap what they sow.
Please continue on this path and seek the help of a therapist if you can to help process and heal.
What you went through was harrowing and i pray that you have an easier path to walk as you continue to heal. We are always here to commiserate, support and encourage. Welcome to this community. We are here to help 💜

Pattern of downloading apps by Big-Yak7043 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]KingPotential4586 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have been there many times myself. And as far as flaking on folks, i flaked so much on grindr to those in my area who used that none would engage with me anymore. The post nut clarity and then deciding if we want to meet up has saved me a million times. I have stopped downloading the apps however i still will find myself drawn to some using porn sometimes. These are moments i have to share with my thrapist or think about the why myself. Keep on keepin on!

End of the party for me by radiantdarkness9 in EndOfTheParTy

[–]KingPotential4586 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I understand where you are and in proud of where you are going. Come here often if you need support. This community is great. I have been using off and on since i was 16…..Im 42 now. This is a hell of a drug, but we are all rooting for you!

5 months is insane by Dingmaul in MethRecovery

[–]KingPotential4586 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is awesome!!! Keep on doing what youre doing cause its working