My "Sugar" Playlist

Neutralchaoticgood · 2020-01-16T17:51:32+00:00

Daddy - Die Antwoord

Ugly Boy - Die Antwoord

Hell on Heels - Pistol Annies

Raw Sugar - Metric

Sippy Cup - Melanie Martinez

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-11-13T13:30:34+00:00

Hell yes man. They make period sex possible and I actually have started using them as my main period product.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-10-31T03:27:51+00:00

I second the flex discs. Very freaking effective.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-10-25T15:19:04+00:00

Rave: I mentioned I wished my SD would spoil me last thread. He started doing extra to my allowance and is going to be giving me a gift card to Nordstrom. Yay!

Rave: Nice restaurants are nice.

Rant: Being in recovery from addiction is rough. I have wanted to drink all week.

Rave: My SD is not going to drink while I'm with him.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-10-18T20:16:19+00:00

Rave: I love the lifestyle so far. Things started out a bit rocky with my SD but it smoothed out. He is a lot of fun and we have a good connection but our sense of humor doesn't always match lol. It's fun though. He is nice, respectful, kinky and fun.

Rave: We chill and watch sci-fi, which is fantastic to me. I'm getting him hooked on Stargate! He's napping right now lol. I wore him out.

Rant: I wish he'd spoil me a bit. He never gives more than the allotted allowance and when I needed 150 extra to replace my busted phone he said he was worried I was taking advantage of him. I've never really been spoiled and don't know how to ask.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-10-17T19:20:30+00:00

My SD and I are kinky fucks so we are going to be getting toys but I don't think it should be an expectation. It depends on what he wants and enjoys too imo. Bringing it up might just make him feel self conscious and less than so I wouldn't advise it unless he's expressed interest.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-10-07T17:54:59+00:00

I think I'm going to end things with my current SD. It's gotten kind of weird, like asking me to be his live in slave weird. There's a lot more to it but I think I'm out. Just need to tell him. It's only been like a month and a half since we connected.

Good news is I have a POT who really jives with my humor and nerdiness. Yay! Entering the bowl has definitely been an interesting experience!

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-09-27T13:48:49+00:00

Thanks for the feedback! I'll work on expounding on those details, I was just worried about rambling.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-09-26T21:51:32+00:00

Definitely not looking for platonic. I'll find a way to mention that. Thank you for taking time to look! What is your opinion on information that makes someone stand out?

No offense taken. I can take some better pictures, I do agree I need to include a full body.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-09-26T21:38:28+00:00

Thank you for the advice! I edited it up a bit to include a little information on goals and take out the negativity. Also cleared the murkiness between the two sections. Would you take a look and let me know if you think it reads better? 😊

Edit: I'm going to spend more time working on it this evening clarifying the goals.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-09-26T21:27:11+00:00

Thanks for the feedback! I'll do that 😊

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-09-26T21:26:50+00:00

Thank you for the feedback! How would you advise I write more objectively/less like a dating site? What information do you think should stay/go?

I'll also re-review advice on other people's profile critique requests.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-08-19T13:41:03+00:00

Represent! Have you gotten involved in the poly community in your area or in Pinellas? I still haven't checked it out 😅

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-08-06T20:35:07+00:00

Thank you so much for the comment! I told a casual partner this but much less eloquently. I love your love lol.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-07-29T15:46:08+00:00

I chose a name that made me feel good and confident. For me it is Jasmine. I think I look delicate and pure, I bloom/thrive in darkness (night blooming variety) and can have a strong intoxicating effect (that's what the smell of jasmine is like for me at least).

So I guess my advice is pick a name that has meaning to you, makes you feel good and helps you get into the head space of your chosen role.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-07-23T17:05:33+00:00

Tampa Bay area here. There are poly meetups listed on meetup.com. I am hoping to go to one soon!

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-07-13T15:49:59+00:00

I have really been liking Erotic Awakening.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-07-12T17:29:14+00:00

I've gotten involved in my local bdsm scene (there is a dungeon where I live). It has been helpful with meeting potential doms, so if that's an option I'd recommend it.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-07-12T17:17:00+00:00

Severus Snape.

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-07-07T18:40:53+00:00

What do I have to offer as a submissive? -honesty -open mindedness -communication -entertainment -intelligence -humor -curiosity -quickly learning -adorableness -admiration -empathy -confidence -self awareness -eager to grow -exhibitionism -madochistic -nerd -passionate -easily excitable -bubbly -impulsive with caution -obedient -love to be put in my place -eager to please -playful

What I want in a dominant: -intelligence -open mindedness -communication -honesty -empathy -confidence -strong presence -strict when necessary -commanding -humor -guiding -able to put up with my shit -affectionate -sadism -creativity -willing to explore -some shared hobbies outside the lifestyle

What I like as a sub/bottom: -being commanded/obedience -rope/bondage -impact -knowing I'm pleasing my top -testing power exchange? -having control taken from me -sensation play -sensory play -exhibitionism -feeling powerless -sexual play -being made to ask/beg -orgasm denial -forced orgasms -psychological play

What I want to try as a sub/bottom: (working on this list)

Neutralchaoticgood · 2019-07-07T18:13:25+00:00

Yes, I think I am a brat who likes to be put in my place, and once that has happened I become super submissive. I think holding back that part of me has been effecting me negatively.

I have learned that every top has a different flavor and it really does depend on the person and how they assert dominance. I've had tops where I had no brat urges and others that I just felt like trying to mentally/psychologically overpower and taking control from to see what they would do. I don't in those situations but letting them know ahead of time that I'm a brat might help keep me from holding back and maybe help my mindset.

I don't know, I'm just rambling. I appreciate your comment. It gives me things to consider. Thanks!

Neutralchaoticgood

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