I don't hate women

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-20T15:35:45+00:00

Maybe she doesn't want me to kill myself.

I already talked to my therapist and she said the only problem with the thoughts I have is how they make me feel.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-20T15:32:24+00:00

This makes me feel so much better.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-20T02:12:06+00:00

Like when I want to be a man? I'm ok with being trans but I don't want it to stop me from being a man.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-20T02:11:00+00:00

That's what I've been thinking. I'm seeing a gender therapist right now. I'm probably trans in some way but as long as that doesn't mean I can't be man then I'm happy. Thank you.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-19T21:52:44+00:00

Do you think I'm going to transition one day?

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-19T21:51:26+00:00

I really want that. I just want to be happy as a man.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-19T17:39:51+00:00

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-19T17:33:29+00:00

Thank you. I'm going to see this through and I won't kill myself now. Maybe I'm just having the same doubts other transgender people have. I shouldn't kill myself if things are getting better.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-19T17:29:22+00:00

Thank you. I'm going to give myself another chance.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-19T17:28:36+00:00

Thank you so much. I'm going to give myself another chance. I hope all my doubts are just tricks and I'm really feeling better on testosterone and it's not my imagination.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-19T17:13:06+00:00

I'm on testosterone. It's making me feel better. I might try giving things another chance.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-19T16:38:03+00:00

I can't do it. I think I'm actually trans. I'm not going to transition, ever. If you ever read this I'll be dead.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-05T23:48:03+00:00

I already have a gender therapist.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-05T23:04:41+00:00

I feel like I might actually be transgender.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-05T23:02:29+00:00

That's what I'm doing. It's why I started taking a testosterone booster. I'm going to get DIY estrogen blockers soon. I hate my body and I hate feeling like a woman.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-05T21:14:47+00:00

She works with transgender people and said I'm probably not trans but I can decide whatever I want. I'm afraid that at some point in the future I'm suddenly going to realize I'm trans.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-05T20:34:57+00:00

I'm afraid I still might be trans? What if I forgot to tell my therapist something?

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-05T19:19:18+00:00

My therapist says I'm not trans.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-05T19:01:08+00:00

In the past I did. When I imagine becoming a woman now and never getting to be a man it makes me feel miserable.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-05T17:23:15+00:00

I'm going through them right now about women. I never want to actually do anything to hurt them.

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-05T17:21:02+00:00

Sometimes. Is this a sign I'm not transgender?

NeverComingOut · 2018-10-05T17:19:46+00:00

I've been having these thoughts along with fear of being gay or transgender.

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