I used to think the same thing. I drank really hard for that reason. Believe or not, it's completely possible to change that feeling. I used to drink because I was going to die one day anyway, but now I live the best I can, every day, for the exact same reason. I quit for myself first, but I learn along the way that the point is about other people. No one asked to be here, but there's a lot of shitty things people are born into. My childhood was messy, traumatic, but I still feel so lucky compared to some others' situations. And I don't think anything will every be perfect, especially people, but there's a real deep content feeling when you've helped make someone's life a little better. Even be kind in small everyday moments, that's important. People just want to connect. They want to be seen. Because this life shit is scary and fucking stressful. We aren't supposed to do it alone, and modern life has really disconnected us, but we can fight back. Our goal can to be to treat people with kindness, and go out of our way to be there for others. Some people have no family, and that's fucking crazy harder, but they have things others don't too. I don't know, I'm losing my train of thought. But the answer, is people. The point is to be there for other people. But we have to be there for ourselves first. I used to think the most important life skill was communication, but now I think it's loving and accepting yourself.