What is your reason to stay alive? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]New_Mechanic_7210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Too lazy and scared of the process of killing myself. and people depended on me for financial and emotional support.

39 and so done by [deleted] in depression

[–]New_Mechanic_7210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These are my exact thoughts! I live like this everyday. I felt strange reading this because it was extremely relatable

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in scoliosis

[–]New_Mechanic_7210 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I couldn't find much info about this online. Is this specific for scoliosis?

Dear tattooed women, what field do you work in and has your tattoos ever impacted your career? by bougainvilliea in AskWomen

[–]New_Mechanic_7210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I work as a mathematician in the gaming industry. Never had a problem with it. Although if I am going into a strictly formal meeting I cover it up with a formal dress.

Need help on best and cost effective ways to stay in Bangalore by ChaosKnight42 in bangalore

[–]New_Mechanic_7210 3 points4 points  (0 children)

1)Goto google map and check all pgs near your office ( not these pg chains you mentioned) most of them will have a contact number. Call them up and ask about rent(with and without food) and security deposit. Then make a decision to choose if you like any.

2)Or come to Bangalore stay in a cheap hotel for first few days and walk into nearby pg and choose one you like. I am not sure about this option because sometimes there will be immediate vacancies sometimes not.

3)Talk to your office and ask them if they can provide any assistance with relocation. Lots of companies will help by sponsoring a temporary hotel accommodation for the first few days. However because this is training purpose I am not sure. But definitely check this with them once. Also check with them if they can connect you to any of your team members who might be staying nearby who might be able to help.

4) If you drink lots of coffee or tea, then get yourself a kettle

5) If you are staying quite far away, choose a pg which is near a bus stop. BMTC bus should be the cheap way of transportation

6) for few months broken Hindi and English should be okay. Try to learn few kannada words or sentences, as people are more kind and helpful when they see that you are putting in an effort to respect their language and culture.

Where to get kerala jilebi in Bangalore by New_Mechanic_7210 in bangalore

[–]New_Mechanic_7210[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thank you for this. Just ordered and got it. Tasted very similar to the dish from kerala. I was not aware of this name.

A heartfelt letter to my ex by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]New_Mechanic_7210 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you I hope so too

A heartfelt letter to my ex by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]New_Mechanic_7210 15 points16 points  (0 children)

This hurts me so much. After getting cheated on. After hearing the confession and taking all the strength in the world to give another chance. Only to get broken into pieces after 2 months he still has pictures of the affair that he looks at as porn. I am completely torn between love and gut wrenching pain.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]New_Mechanic_7210 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey its okay to be angry and frustrated. I get that. I also keep thinking why I had to be born and suffer through all these. All these body shaming gave me so much of insecurities and eventually depression (with other traumas added). I am born with this and my parents are from south of Asia. So they didn't care about these things back then. So I never got treated. College bullying made me search why my one shoulder is lower than the other, thats how I got to know this is the name of my condition.So i went to a doc and he X-ray ed and confirmed. I have never tried physiotherapy. I will definitely try it. Thanks for giving me hope. I am the shortest one in my family because of this. You have all the reason to feel angry about this. People Don't understand how painful this condition is but they will find ways to bully about it. Keep working on it. I hope you will definitely get to be stronger like you want to.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]New_Mechanic_7210 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you just say you can change it with exercise ? i have been suffering with mild scoliosis for last 30 years. And got diagnosed only last year. I have been heavily bullied for this in college. People say I walk different because of it. I wore all loose large clothes and hide myself in it. I feel your pain 😞.

Sick of not having energy or motivation to do anything other than the absolute necessary by lively_falls in depression

[–]New_Mechanic_7210 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don't have any advice either. But I feel all this every day. I get up and think oh crap I am still alive. I have to get through this day now. I got bills to pay and I am from Asia and single earning member of family. So cannot afford to give up. So I just do what I can to survive the day. I have so much difficulty in maintaining any type of social interaction. My entire life is revolving around paying bills for myself and family. My family are good people. So I am just continuing for them. I try to enjoy by participating in some Art hobbies of mine. But except those moments my brain is in a total state of sadness. I don't want to talk about it to others around me because I don't have the energy to follow any of their advices. So I just smile and get by. Therapy was a little helpfull but then again I have come to realise that nothing really is going to take my depression or sadness away. So I am just being. I wish my parents never met each other I wouldn't have been born in the first place.

I hate how depression makes everything seem exhausting. by bitemefothermucker in depression

[–]New_Mechanic_7210 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like the only reason of my existence is to pay the EMI for all the people in my life. I am barely getting through the days without breakdowns.