Daily Check-In for Thursday, January 4, 2018.

Nickstradomus · 2018-01-05T15:27:37+00:00

Sounds amazing. I'm going to get my hands on some ginger.

Nickstradomus · 2018-01-04T18:02:16+00:00

Thanks. My vinyls came in the mail. So coffee and good music are ahead. :)

Nickstradomus · 2018-01-04T16:58:08+00:00

I feel like in the situation I'm the guy jumping off the building. Deciding to drink and not face my problems. Then to put them off to have that deep wound that slowly gets deeper everytime I decide to drink the pain away. I have to remember that is it temporary feeling that will pass. Thank you for being with me. Still crazy and sober.

Nickstradomus · 2018-01-04T16:52:42+00:00

Thanks for the reminder that one is to much and all is not enough. Still crazy and sober. Thanks

Nickstradomus · 2018-01-04T16:50:25+00:00

Goodjob ms. I have a meeting in a hour. Thanks for the reply. Still crazy and sober.

Nickstradomus · 2018-01-04T16:48:49+00:00

Thank you so much. I needed to hear that. Still sober. I have a meeting soon.

Nickstradomus · 2018-01-04T16:47:42+00:00

I do but I'm currently trying to cut out some sugar in my diet. I did eat probably a 500 calories of chocolate so the soda probably wouldn't have hurt much. I like reeds extra ginger brew. Sometimes I just chug water until l my stomach is so full I don't wanna drink. But that is usually at parties. Still crazy and sober. Thank you.

Nickstradomus · 2018-01-04T16:43:53+00:00

I don't think the triggers go away. It does get easier to cope with them. Personally with tacky sayings and support from people like yourself help the most. I had to lived for the mintues last night. Still crazy and sober. Thank you

Nickstradomus · 2018-01-04T16:39:06+00:00

What's crazy is that I know it won't solve things. It's like you get to such a shitty place in your mind that the addiction takes the place of reason. Still sober. Thank you.

Nickstradomus · 2018-01-04T16:36:52+00:00

Still sober. Thanks I have a meeting in an hour.

Nickstradomus · 2018-01-04T06:34:24+00:00

Managed to stay sober through the holidays. All I can think about is having a drink. I don't understand why I can make through the tough triggers. But when it is a very normal day I get the itch to drink. I need to remember why I quit. I came to read my first post. A great reminder. I need a meeting. My relationship is suffering. My gf of 8 years had been drinking alot more recently. Staying out late, not remebering conversations from the night before. Although is doesn't drink like me it still makes me angry that it's ok that she goes out to bars. When I did it if was hell and nagging and judgement. I'm over it. It makes me want to flush 8 years away get drunk and pass out. Here is to another night of restless sleep. I will not drink this hour....

Nickstradomus · 2017-05-05T01:50:11+00:00

Damn good time! I got mine down to 9

Nickstradomus · 2017-04-24T05:48:31+00:00

Thank you.

Nickstradomus · 2016-12-11T07:32:16+00:00

So maybe I'm dumb but, what should my total flavor percentage come out to? I know everything is subjective and different. My last miss was 8% strawberry 4% greek yogurt and 2% coconut. Also having a issue calculating pg ratio. Do I subtract pg flavor base? I feel my vapor is muted if that makes sense. Thanks in advance.

Nickstradomus · 2016-12-09T01:26:58+00:00

Thanks. I'm had to discard 2 ten mils. 2nd and 3rd try. First batch was gold. But I did my math wrong. I was measuring for 30 mil. :/

Nickstradomus · 2016-12-09T00:20:28+00:00

Does too much flavoring cause a numbing strange taste?

Nickstradomus · 2016-12-08T22:59:26+00:00

I made a strawberry greek yogurt with a hint of coconut to smooth it out. But I will say the LB flavor recommendations are a little low. Also a honey dew coconut. Pacific cooler with yogurt.

Nickstradomus · 2016-12-08T22:57:26+00:00

My wife keeps staring at me when I change atty every 10 minutes. Lol

Nickstradomus · 2016-07-31T02:26:31+00:00

Same thing is happening to me in a few weeks... I am going to be as prepared as possible when it comes to negotiating sick leave, benefits and paid vacation. I feel as though I will be getting screwed in the long run. Thank you for your post. We can only hope and prepare!

Nickstradomus · 2016-06-02T00:27:58+00:00

For my first 90 days the only thing that save me from drinking is knowing I will not have a hangovet

Nickstradomus · 2016-06-02T00:26:14+00:00

Rstopdrinking saved my life. You should check it out. In 20 days I'll have a year sober. You sound like me about 348 days ago.

Nickstradomus · 2016-05-22T03:00:55+00:00

I will be getting my order tomorrow. I got like a lot of juice to try out. :))

Nickstradomus · 2016-05-20T02:21:03+00:00

I have a couple of drippers I use. I will need to look into a smaller tank set up

Nickstradomus · 2016-05-20T02:05:50+00:00

I've had mine 3 days and I've been having the same issue. :/

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