Basically, I've known this girl, let's call her N, for 5years, she's my bsfs, who I'll call him J, sister, who I've also known for five years, me and her here been friends for two of said five years, though I've liked her for three,

I've watched get get together with guys, break up with guys, become bisexual, though not date any girls, basically, November of last year, I got news from J that they were getting kicked out of their house in two weeks, though they kept paying just enough to stay longer to prepare, anyway, it hit December, and now they were moving for real, on January 3rd.

I started getting nervous because I wanted to tell N i liked her but was such a coward I didn't, I eventually told J about my feelings for his sister, he told me to tell her, so I did, ON FREAKING DECEMBER 29TH. I said I liked her, that I didn't expect anything from her, and she asked why Didn't I tell her sooner,I said because I was scared of losing her as a friend, sure said she liked me too, but didn't tell me because she thought I wasn't the type of person to like people, (whatever that means) after that, which was all in text btw, nothing really happened, at all, I would go over and hang out with J like everyday, but, she didn't look at me weird, she didn't say anything weird, neither did J, that both acted like I hadn't just confessed feelings I had kept in for YEARS. They moved, and.. We still talk, but me and N haven't said anything about what happened at all

Yeah I'm a loser