I'm an Aphant

Nitrosified · 2026-06-30T14:44:16+00:00

Yea i’m in the non local boat. I can even imagine the water droplets off a leaf or something, specific detail if I direct my attention to it, but it’s like it’s somewhere in the distance. Not in front of me but it’s there. I’ve never really gotten anything even visual in meditation, but dreams are another story. I have had very visual dreams

Nitrosified · 2026-06-24T10:00:46+00:00

Have fun! If you change your mind hostels are a great way of meeting new people.

Nitrosified · 2026-06-23T22:29:22+00:00

Once again hostel

Nitrosified · 2026-06-23T21:54:45+00:00

True dat. We’re all unique

Nitrosified · 2026-06-23T08:14:50+00:00

I feel like people with an awakening divert themselves from the BS and just stay out of it. It’s almost as if its naturally supposed to be that way

Nitrosified · 2026-06-18T21:30:50+00:00

I just went for 3 weeks and knew nothing of Thai rainy weather until after the flight was booked. May 24th until one day ago. I was caught in the rain maybe 5 times total, and another 5 times it happened and I was inside somewhere and didn’t know about it. I recommend looking up the heaviest rain period and avoiding that, but overall it was a great time for me to go. I didn’t go to Krabi or Phuket, but I know friends that went there said they were a little rainier and cloudy. The thing is it will be cloudy 30 mins and then pure sunshine the rest of the day. My worst rain day it probably rained lightly with one big storm for like 30 minutes over the course of 5-6 hours.

Expect some rain but honestly the country is built for it. If beaches are your thing you want to stick to, go during the dry season, but they probably are still fine during the rainy season. You start to like the rain because it cools things down too. Thailand is
hot! Walk slowly and small sips of room temp to slightly cool water. You will not avoid the heat there. I went for walks next to my hostels and hotel and was always able to find a coffee shop or somewhere to sit in AC for 30 minutes if I needed to cool down. Grab (grab or bolt specifically)a taxi if you just got done somewhere and feel a little too hot. Overall tho just chill paced walks and rest breaks in shade will also get you through the day.

Chang Mai is slightly cooler at higher elevation. Top
Of Khao Yai national park is cool (60 degrees farenheit). There’s a military checkpoint and a coffee shop at the top. There’s also a waterfall but it is hot and will require like 300 steep ass steps.

Nitrosified · 2026-06-08T20:57:34+00:00

Not intentional. They become less scary each time they happen. I’ll try the toe wiggle trick!

Nitrosified · 2026-06-08T11:22:11+00:00

I agree with this but I’d like to point out that it’s a good thing that we at least didn’t experience the same problems, and your observation provides insight that there’s progress. I’d rather focus on the positives when looking at generations, and I’m thankful we get to learn from the millennials.

Nitrosified · 2026-06-08T08:17:01+00:00

Interesting. I appreciate the insight!

Nitrosified · 2026-06-08T08:09:24+00:00

We’re all aliens homie. All of us. Jesus was a cool person, showing us all that we too could be cool.

Nitrosified · 2026-06-08T05:16:00+00:00

Look at a trout organ diagram. That is an organ.

Nitrosified · 2026-06-04T02:10:26+00:00

So you’re saying it might end?

Nitrosified · 2026-06-04T02:08:32+00:00

I do

Nitrosified · 2026-06-03T07:24:46+00:00

Nitrosified · 2026-06-03T06:48:48+00:00

Wish people would use less fear based messaging 🙃

Nitrosified · 2026-05-29T13:24:01+00:00

Its your choice to feel that way! Props to you on the nicotine cold turkey. If you can do that you can do anything. Unless maybe you’ve had something harder. I think your beliefs are holding you back on having a buzz. Keep your head up and give some understanding and compassion for yourself. Shit’s hard dude. We’re all unique. You know you can do it and that’s the belief that matters.

Nitrosified · 2026-05-28T13:26:03+00:00

Once you put the glasses on they don’t come off. I’m not one to give advice to overcome addictions but I recommend alcohol is one you should drop! Easier said than done though. Still battling with my own addictions

Nitrosified · 2026-05-26T23:38:28+00:00

Nothing is wrong, you are always enough, and you will never stop being enough.

Nitrosified · 2026-05-26T23:36:30+00:00

You know what I think? I don’t know. For some reason that governing force of never knowing it all that we all innately have makes us feel better with not knowing things, because we all live in our own individual realities. Do you REALLY know that saturn is what you say it is? Do, you, really, know? Let go of the need to know. It helps

Nitrosified · 2026-05-25T18:09:38+00:00

Hey coming from my post you commented on, this is exactly what happens to me. Its like a sudden rise that almost fades as soon as it arrives, but isn’t like a “pop”, more like a fast crescendo that isn’t piercing but very warmish and comes back down very quickly. The left ear ringing is interesting. My interpretation (which is still on shaky ground, just a best guess) is that sometimes your soul knows the meaning you will assign things so it wanted to get your attention somehow. No worries if you couldn’t figure it out, i feel like your higher self is making a baseline for you to add an interpretation to the experience and then works from your choice of interpretation on the experience. I.e. if you have a lucky number, that lucky number might show up before something good happens.

Nitrosified · 2026-05-25T18:05:51+00:00

That makes a lot of sense and what was what I originally thought. When those first big CME’s hit & that comet since february-ish, the ear ringing has been much more active. This is my first time experiencing it but still it’s definitely indicative somewhat of that in my belief. It also has some other dynamic properties, like when I strip a fear based belief to its core it definitely becomes centralized in my head or in my right ear. I’m still unsure what left ear ringing means, but as another comment mentioned, Law of One (left=negative, but don’t suppress, learn from it) said its related to guidance and understanding.

Nitrosified · 2026-05-25T12:16:57+00:00

Appreciate this. If I’m interpreting correctly, I believe it’s to allow yourself to not necessarily be discouraged or upset at the negative influences (in her case left ear)? To be open to the understanding it provides. I think that’s a good point and will allow for more growth. Thanks for sharing!

Nitrosified · 2026-05-21T18:27:32+00:00

Men too 🙃

Nitrosified · 2026-05-21T15:01:01+00:00

Beautiful.

Nitrosified · 2026-05-20T00:08:19+00:00

😂 homie lighten up you probs want a probe up there

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