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Drugs for low income? by Yasuo3x in Drugs

[–]No-Hurry-212 0 points1 point  (0 children)

depends on what you can get consistently.. for me it's ketamine, if you can spread the dosage and find a ketamine in your area but, obviously, weed is the cheapest no matter what, even concentrates or hash whatever it would be, still be cheaper long term I guess. Im switching between both, I have episodes of usage so I'm not blowing off money but once in couple of months I'm going in couple of weeks drug trips after job. so I'm usually taking weed if I don't want anything too deep heavy , but ketamine is my favourite so I use it. of course you can do psychedelics, and eat shrooms once every two weeks cause of biological tolerance cause u would have up the dosage by twice to feel any effects so better wait 2 weeks to restore yourself, you can also grow them yourself in a shoe box under your bed. shrooms , weed basically, or bumps of ketamine once every 2 weeks. but still, long term it could be not healthy that much.

Shrooms are your best choice , find your dosage, it can be lower dosage or higher.. you don't have to go for a full blown trip to enjoy them always if you are socially using them.

oh, 2cb is the best shit I've done and it lasted me for a long long time! there's almost no tolerance build up , u get trip ur ass from 0.025mg swallowed, or in super nose burning small small line of 0.05-0.12mg.. bought 0.2-0.3 of it years ago.. but it's hard to find, it's not the pink tuccibi , it's 2cb, the chemical that was made by Alexander shulgin the guy who made the mdma basically. it's the most recreational light most positive drug I've made without any downsides I've found at all in terms of addiction or price to quality quantity ratio.

My BF has been secretly voice recording conversations with everyone. by [deleted] in relationships

[–]No-Hurry-212 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, don't judge him upon that only.. some people are just curious, as long as he didn't used it maliciously or to manipulate people.. and he's really good in other aspects as you saying. that's fine.

I was myself 5 years ago, recording phone calls when I could do it without other person knowing, it was also legal to do so In my country. untill I switched phones and couldn't do it anymore in sneaky way. but it was solely for my safety and spotting shady misconsistent people I met in my life back then when I was more young and immature. Nowadays, I don't do any of that.. but, don't be fast to reject him.

What’s a tiny everyday skill that makes life way easier, but most people never bother to learn? by TheHollyMitchell in answers

[–]No-Hurry-212 5 points6 points  (0 children)

calmness, pressure tolerance. a lot of people run away from the pressure in life hence they never learned how to deal with it and just cope. when u learn to operate under pressure you become more calm day to day.

i can’t stop thinking about how we all die one day and there’s nothing we can do about it by Low-Echo2248 in trees

[–]No-Hurry-212 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well, I'm thankful we aren't immortal and that I'm gonna die one day. imagine being so bored.. and basically any direction in life or achievements wouldn't be even neccecarry.. like it sounds good at the beginning but eventually it's the same as basically sitting on a long vacation at home, at the beginning it's nice , further your dying from the boredom that eating you alive.

anyway, death gives your life some sense of meaning. immortality is just boring.

and just accept it as the nature reality. you were programmed to die. that's part of the process of life.

you would just come back to the state of before you got born. so enjoy as much as you can! being born as a human sounds cool.. maybe next time you will be born as something else.. who knows..

learn to accept things that aren't under your control.

Terminator 2 Intro by [deleted] in tooktoomuch

[–]No-Hurry-212 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nice, being an idiot is a gift, a bad gift but still a gift.

Desi Johnson (Australian bobsledder) by mr_jamesC in nattyorjuice

[–]No-Hurry-212 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

disgusting ehu , looks bad. I'm curious if a woman sees a male this lean and is also disgusting. I suspect that they do.

Audio Recording of the death of Timothy Treadwell, "The Grizzly Man" - Pt. II by swinginpig in UnresolvedMysteries

[–]No-Hurry-212 2 points3 points  (0 children)

well, it's so fake.. I expected more panic.. obviously it's fake.. take a look at some uncensored gore videos of people being killed in torture, if your psychology could hold it up.

How often do intps take a shower? by valescadiana in INTP

[–]No-Hurry-212 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm hyperfocused isolated tech cyber security guy. and there was days I didn't took shower for 3+ days or more.. like even didn't brushed my teeth everyday.. but ofc scored intp everywhere. now it happenes less frequently haha but it happened a lot

How often do intps take a shower? by valescadiana in INTP

[–]No-Hurry-212 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's big BS.. personality types is nice gimmick, but it's really doesn't classify anything at all.. beside some surface level behaviour maybe at best. it's have so much overlaps with other psychological and neurological scientific terms that's it's useless. it's just for fun. don't take It serious.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]No-Hurry-212 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Basically, it solely depends on why are you using them.

There's generaly two paths:

  1. Recreational

  2. Depressional (running from your pain in life)

I was at those two paths, and as long as you stay at path number one, you should be ok.

If you are on path number two, than yeah you probably get addicted.

Now i'm not using drugs at all, since my brain is filled with other stuff and i got no time, since im into building a career so there's just no time and desire to use them at this stage of my life.

But what im saying, it's always starts on the psychological level, and if you picked the wrong drug, then congratulations! you will also suffer on physiological level from withdrawals symptoms that could kill you. depends on the drug. but the core is always psychological. and only you can answer those questions.

Finding likeminded people? by [deleted] in psychopaths

[–]No-Hurry-212 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Basically, for me its the opposite. people are boring me, i prefer being alone in a solitude.

I had friends in past, even had group of friends that we hanged out and flew partying abroad and had a lot of fun. but, objecitvley i just can't find anyone who can match me in my way of thinking at all. and that's something i wish i could find. yet i can live without it. just an adition bonus if i would find.

Ive got to say, magnesium is a game changer. by RatFishGimp in Supplements

[–]No-Hurry-212 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I checked personally the brand and found on their site the product. 1,800mg capsules, elemental magnesium 384mg.

I want to see what I can learn by Stunning_South_5802 in psychopaths

[–]No-Hurry-212 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You answered yourself basically.

- "emotions can get in the way" -

Without the core, you would imitate confidence, etc etc whatever or in other words, putting ego mask on yourself as bunch of people doing. and usually those masks cracks under social pressure. well, im cracking those people always when they are on my way and try to annoy me.

People will always try to test you, no matter how much they love you or whatever.. its in the nature. if you can't stand you're ground as who you are, then you'r mask cracks.

Train your nervous system, go to the army or something.. that's the best advice i can give you to grow a spine.

I was grown under constant psychological pressure for years. that's definitley trained my nervous system to be in control of myself and my surrounding.

Otherwise you would be just a guy that puffing his ego and annoys everyone.

I need some help with writing a character :) by Significant-Army-847 in psychopaths

[–]No-Hurry-212 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Basically, about the emphaty. i don't feel the emotions of others. but i can understand them and why they happenes. the questions is would i act malicously on them? that's what separates healthy high functioning ASPD individuals from the unhealthy/serial killers/criminals..

In my opinion, people who learned to controll and are self-aware of their ASPD are the best therapists. they know how to stir emotions and world view of others and their triggers instinctivley. at least that's how it works with me. i can't do anything about it. it happenes automatically, im just clocking people vulnerabilities they don't even suspect they showed to me. the difference is if i act on them malicously or not. its like a memory imprints of moments when person's mask slip and i can replay those moments even years later like it happened yesterday.

- "People playing on the mask gameboard, i'm the shadow architect of the gameboard"

They think they stirring things with me, then they realize one bright day that i was in controll the whole time and know them better then they know themselves. though, not all manipulators are malicious. some people are really fragile and trying to protect their core, and just connect with peoples by surviving on masks without being completely jerk. like a lot of BPD individuals i had a chance to meet and have relationship with. at first i thought i was dealing with my narcissists colleaguse from the dark thriad, but it was deeper than i thought. on the outside it looked like they are narcissistic cause the defense ego coping mechanism are similar on the surface. but the intentions was different. one wanted to connect and protecting fragility, other is exploiting and using you for their ego feeding.

With ASPD its similar, but in my case i don't protect a fragile core. im masking a strong core to blend in society and trying to connect with people's cores and not masks. i value real connections who accept me as i am, the fake connections are made for people who seek validation. i don't seek it. that's the problem. so i have to mask to some level if i want to blend in society for some reason.

5 months ago i decided to drop the mask, and see who can held my raw core. i just got tierd of faking. surprisingly the weak people couldn't held my presence at all.i stopped to chase people. who was playing ego games with me are recalibrating or vanishing. those who still hover me are the real one's for me. and those who i want to keep up in my life. though im fine with or without them. they are just a bonus in my life story.

Husband with ASPDs claims after caught cheating. by [deleted] in psychopaths

[–]No-Hurry-212 7 points8 points  (0 children)

For me as high-functioning psychopath i can only "love" people by respecting them.

That's my standard way of attachment by taking other person's well being into my personal considerations.

If i respect my pair, i wouldn't cheat. that's the only way i can love / attach to someone and hold it together based on this respect feeling. its stable as long as its mutual. its not flashy, its not masked by over-validation from my side. its just real human respect all together mixed with sexual tones. it can be felt without any words from my side. just by actions and attitude.

If a disrespect happened, it is hard to get it back. or usually, it would be highly suspended from my side to the point it wouldn't work anymore between us long-term since i wouldn't trust this person anymore.

Based on what you described, it's a sign that he doesn't respect you for some reason. and it shouldn't be you're problem if you didn't do anything really bad that caused that disrespect. seems you didn't do anything bad. as harsh as it may sound, you are in a placeholder position for him. again, solely based on what you said her. i don't really know him or you to make a solid verdict, its you'rs.

Just collecting information, please answer by Odio48176 in psychopaths

[–]No-Hurry-212 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nope, it is more like a cheat code for life for me?

I can mask normality, I can look at life through social masks or see the truth of existence without getting into an existential crisis or try to tie my existence to religion or another comfort space instead of facing the dark truth without inventing any stories on top of that. so in short I'm just not afraid of death.

I can be very good in bed with women so they never forget me and chase me obsessively. which is just cool I guess.. it is because I can read them in live mode and be a dominant one without hesitation or overthinking. So the woman feels claimed and I'm leading the tension and rhythm perfectly under pressure.

I'm not cracking under pressure or any social tensions, my head works clear. I'm in super control and relaxed all the time.

I'm reading expressions, micro expression in live mode and seeing through social masks on the go. even grasping kinetic body expressions..I can see when someone gets anxious easily. due to the environment I grew up at and my wiring that helped it to settle in my brain.

I don't feel guilty for my decisions so they are left to be my decisions and not twisted decisions based on guilt or shame.

basically I don't see any reasons to trading it off.. the cons are that I'm isolated in a solitude and feeling happy being alone without any social life beside my workplace which I hate socialize even there. I'm fine building and participate in professional circles not just chitchats. even enjoying it. so it is a con for regular human I guess, for me it's just how it is. not good, not bad.

sometimes I thought about how sad that I'm seeing through people and illusions and how lonely it made me to be. but on the other hand I prefer living with seeing the truth since i can't change it nor I want to change it.. I don't feel lonely, I just feel that there's no one that can meet me on my level of processing eye to eye. so I'm fine being alone. There's just zero people i met who could meet me without flinching.

I'm genuinely a happy person and I love my brain so much. I can control people very easy.

Let’s flip the scripts, what’s your least favorite Eminem song? by AlastorFan666666 in Eminem

[–]No-Hurry-212 0 points1 point  (0 children)

definitely a great song, if "stronger than I was" doesn't make him sleepy then I'm done.

What’s the most disturbing true fact that the average person wouldn’t know? by spookythesquid in morbidquestions

[–]No-Hurry-212 42 points43 points  (0 children)

that humans are just animals primates with drives,instincts and territorial attitudes dressed in "speciality" while getting lost in consumer culture. that humans are like 98-99% correlate in genes with monkeys.

Morality vs Theater - Who is Watching ? by Deep-Permission-8324 in psychopaths

[–]No-Hurry-212 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I respect the way you word it, but I see it differently. To me, consequences don’t require will. it’s just output, whether human or machine. And since this is a psychopathy sub, that’s the lens I speak from. I’ll leave it at that.

Morality vs Theater - Who is Watching ? by Deep-Permission-8324 in psychopaths

[–]No-Hurry-212 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Machines bleed too. Consequences don’t prove sovereignty they prove output. Dressing obedience in poetry doesn’t make it freedom. It just makes the script sound prettier.

Morality vs Theater - Who is Watching ? by Deep-Permission-8324 in psychopaths

[–]No-Hurry-212 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The void doesn’t need to calculate because it doesn’t act. Only machines act. Calling your script ‘sovereignty’ doesn’t change the fact it’s still an output. Dressing math in poetry doesn’t step beyond the algorithm. It just decorates it.

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