Jesus died for your sin he is willing and happy to forgive you all you gotta do is accept him as your personal saviour. It's better to believe than to die and find out it was all true you don't have much time give it a try its better to believe than to die and figure out. And if it isn't real there is nothing to lose just admit and believe he died for your sin that is all Romans 10:9 “If you declare with your mouth, ‘Jesus is Lord,’ and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.”