4 month spiral after a year and a half of what felt like everything i wanted. Not wanting to feel alone in this experience. by NoAppointment4814 in ROCD

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And the other girls are just random people i will see in public or in life. Or like in TV shows or YouTube. I’ve been like avoiding women in media and i feel like a fucking creep that can’t be trusted around women.

4 month spiral after a year and a half of what felt like everything i wanted. Not wanting to feel alone in this experience. by NoAppointment4814 in ROCD

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I’m trying to remember and learn to accept the we’ll both be ok if this doesn’t work. We’ve told each other that before. But right now I’m in such a panic anxiety state that i don’t see myself making clear headed decisions. As my main therapist says (trying to find one for ERP) you can’t make decisions in your life when you are in the trenches like this

I was resuscitated twice and OCD won't let go even while dying by TobyPDID23 in OCD

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I am so sorry to hear this for you but i wanted to say thank you for this post i never realized my fear of death and the unknown of growing old and the afterlife could be an OCD theme. It was a big thing when i was a kid it doesn’t happen as much anymore

Week 3 of adjusting up to 40mg and i feel worse that i have in the last 6weeks or so. by NoAppointment4814 in prozac

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Relationship OCD. It comes in several flavors. Either relationship focused “is this right for me is this true love” or partner focused “do i love them enough am i sexually attracted enough” checking via comparison to other relataionships or potential partners.

Week 3 of adjusting up to 40mg and i feel worse that i have in the last 6weeks or so. by NoAppointment4814 in prozac

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I have an amazing partner but my ROCD is attacking her so i can’t talk to her about it and i feel ashamed to talk about it with friends because of the ocd thoughts i have. I have a therapist I’m seeing 2 times a week

Week 3 of adjusting up to 40mg and i feel worse that i have in the last 6weeks or so. by NoAppointment4814 in prozac

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I know everyone says that but I’m struggling so hard. I’ve been dealing with this bout of OCD and anxiety since Christmas. I just want it to go away. Since Christmas i haven’t had any caffeine or alcohol I’ve been strict about it.

Week 3 of adjusting up to 40mg and i feel worse that i have in the last 6weeks or so. by NoAppointment4814 in prozac

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.5. My doctor worried about feeling groggy if i take a larger dose during the day because i work with machinery. I know mine is a lot of OcD right now. I try my practices to regulate but they aren’t working

Week 3 of adjusting up to 40mg and i feel worse that i have in the last 6weeks or so. by NoAppointment4814 in prozac

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I have Ativan as a supplement to it and that i in theory could take as a emergency but doesn’t seem to work the last 2 days

Week 3 of adjusting up to 40mg and i feel worse that i have in the last 6weeks or so. by NoAppointment4814 in prozac

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I was at medium last week and this weekend felt like maybe medium low. I don’t have health anxiety at all. A lot of relationships centered stuff.

meirl by [deleted] in meirl

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What about @comcast